bananabrick
in ten years ill be in A.A.
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trappin behind a car wash in costa mesa, my sober living kicked me out so i pawned all my shit and i now hang out all night with my old house managers homeless friends while they watch me put the last money ill ever have in the world in my arm. im going on one more run, then ill kick the black for a bit and spend whatever i have left on fetty, find a nice secluded spot, then slam that shit and hopefully die before the syringe is empty. my parents wont let me come home and fuck being stuck in treatment again, no one will help me enough to help myself so its the easy way out. i have a lot of good memories with you guys and ive never felt so accepted and understood anywhere else but nothing really does it for me anymore except drugs which no one will enable me to do. i fucked a few girls and made a few friends and some memories, at least i had a little fun before i died. but the party ended a while ago, so fuck everyone im so over it and thats more than ill even say to my own mom so there you go 
