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Back in the day when I was starting gymnasium (13-16 years old, dont ask, boosted polish education system), we had only ONE guy in entire class and probably in school who was tall.
And I mean really tall. He mogged me by like a head and I was 175cm or 177 back then. He was 185cm/190cm at age of 14 or so.
I also had this sexy stacy in my class, best looking girl in school, she had ideal JB ass, small waist, beautiful tits (not too big not too small), I swear if you seen her you'd go crazy. Every time she was close my system freezed (by close I mean talking to somebody in near proximity, she wouldn't willingly get close to me, let alone talk to me).
I noticed multiple times she was hugging to that tall dude and acting cheerfully around him. Jesus christ it was purest suifuel injected directly into my heart.
Just imagine 13 years old incel in the making, bullied, spat at by schoolmates and stigmatized because of face - looking at tall decent looking guy getting attention from Stacy few meters next to him.
I wouldn't wish such suifuel even for biggest retards of this forum. No one should live like this... worse than a homeless dog.
It's a memory that comes back from time to time. One of the darkest most depressing things I can remember. I can feel how i wish that was me. I just cant take it anymore really, i think instead of talking about suicide I should do preparation for my sodium nitrite plan and at least prepare mentally.
What is also extremely depressed is that she has been fucked by NT dudes, her virginity is gone and I never stood a chance with her to experience teen love.
And I mean really tall. He mogged me by like a head and I was 175cm or 177 back then. He was 185cm/190cm at age of 14 or so.
I also had this sexy stacy in my class, best looking girl in school, she had ideal JB ass, small waist, beautiful tits (not too big not too small), I swear if you seen her you'd go crazy. Every time she was close my system freezed (by close I mean talking to somebody in near proximity, she wouldn't willingly get close to me, let alone talk to me).
I noticed multiple times she was hugging to that tall dude and acting cheerfully around him. Jesus christ it was purest suifuel injected directly into my heart.
Just imagine 13 years old incel in the making, bullied, spat at by schoolmates and stigmatized because of face - looking at tall decent looking guy getting attention from Stacy few meters next to him.
I wouldn't wish such suifuel even for biggest retards of this forum. No one should live like this... worse than a homeless dog.
It's a memory that comes back from time to time. One of the darkest most depressing things I can remember. I can feel how i wish that was me. I just cant take it anymore really, i think instead of talking about suicide I should do preparation for my sodium nitrite plan and at least prepare mentally.
What is also extremely depressed is that she has been fucked by NT dudes, her virginity is gone and I never stood a chance with her to experience teen love.
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