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Bingcell:jb
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So I’m 13 years and 11 months old, and I’ve had an eating disorder for a huge chunk of my life, and I’m still struggling with it now. I was obese my entire life and got bullied terribly every day until about age 11, when I couldn’t take it anymore, so I starved myself and lost 32 kg. Since the weight loss, I’ve been stuck in a terrible binge-and-restrict cycle, and it has affected my life badly. I don’t really want to get too into it, otherwise this would be way too long.
Long story short, I got with this girl I really liked all year, and we’ve been dating for four months. She’s really gorgeous and exactly my type. The main problem I have is that she and her fat pig friend—who, keep in mind, has a much higher body fat percentage than me—constantly call me fat. The thing is, I’m not fat at all. I’m a healthy weight for my age and height; I’m just skinny-fat and deal with bloating because of my eating disorder.
My weight goes up and down because of bloating from binging and restricting, and I can’t take the bullying anymore. I can’t eat or drink around them, and I can’t escape getting bullied for even one day.
I ended up telling her how I feel, and I told her that I’ve had an eating disorder for years, and she apologised. We’ve been on our summer break for about four weeks now, and I went to Bali with my mum. Because I was on holiday, I let myself eat and drink, and I gained 4 kg. I was also very bloated because of alcohol.
We were on a call two days ago, and they wanted to see pictures of me and my mum in Bali, so I sent them. Then she and that fat slag started examining my face and saying, “You’ve gained weight,” and kept saying, “You better not come to school like that, pig,” which is weird as fuck to me and really hurt me. Her bullying makes me sad, which leads me to binge for comfort, so she is holding me back.
Long story short, I got with this girl I really liked all year, and we’ve been dating for four months. She’s really gorgeous and exactly my type. The main problem I have is that she and her fat pig friend—who, keep in mind, has a much higher body fat percentage than me—constantly call me fat. The thing is, I’m not fat at all. I’m a healthy weight for my age and height; I’m just skinny-fat and deal with bloating because of my eating disorder.
My weight goes up and down because of bloating from binging and restricting, and I can’t take the bullying anymore. I can’t eat or drink around them, and I can’t escape getting bullied for even one day.
I ended up telling her how I feel, and I told her that I’ve had an eating disorder for years, and she apologised. We’ve been on our summer break for about four weeks now, and I went to Bali with my mum. Because I was on holiday, I let myself eat and drink, and I gained 4 kg. I was also very bloated because of alcohol.
We were on a call two days ago, and they wanted to see pictures of me and my mum in Bali, so I sent them. Then she and that fat slag started examining my face and saying, “You’ve gained weight,” and kept saying, “You better not come to school like that, pig,” which is weird as fuck to me and really hurt me. Her bullying makes me sad, which leads me to binge for comfort, so she is holding me back.