Should I ditch my last friend?

[nobodylovesme]

I'm a really cloistered person, and have been this way my entire life. I still crave for connection that being one of the only things I want in life, but that's something I've not really gotten out of this friendship for some time. Only thing we did together was play games -- rarely hang out, only 2-4 times a year.

Now, there's been a big pause between us, almost half a year, but she did contact me to play some games recently.. and I don't know what should I do. I really don't wanna start the habit of gaming again. At the same time, it's a 10+ year friendship, and letting it die doesn't feel like the right thing to do.

I'm conflicted. What do you guys think? Any similar experiences?

 

[Node]

Yeah and die alone freak