
hunnidrounds
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Should I give up?
I recently got a job to try and save up money for surgery with Sherber+Rad but their prices from what I've seen go into North of $40,000 dollars. I'm on SSI and SSDI and get payments monthly which help pay for my apartment and I can only work another three months or not have over $2000 in savings or else the government will cut my benefits. I really need those benefits as I have terrible anxiety/panic attacks that make my time with the Schizophrenia I have a living nightmare. I've tried mewing and taking nutrients for bone remodeling and have gotten matches on dating apps but the girls I matched with want me to make a deposit to their bank accounts in order to meet up so I just see it as they are wasting my time. I also get obliterated in rating sections. I'm kind of at my wits end as to what I should do. If at minimum I save $1000 a month it will take me two years to reach Sherber+Rad's prices and I am already turning 34 next month so I am not getting any younger. I can workout as I have gotten jacked before but I am kind of leaning on the side that women just don't care about muscles like that. My financial situation has me in a rut, any advice as to what I should do?
I recently got a job to try and save up money for surgery with Sherber+Rad but their prices from what I've seen go into North of $40,000 dollars. I'm on SSI and SSDI and get payments monthly which help pay for my apartment and I can only work another three months or not have over $2000 in savings or else the government will cut my benefits. I really need those benefits as I have terrible anxiety/panic attacks that make my time with the Schizophrenia I have a living nightmare. I've tried mewing and taking nutrients for bone remodeling and have gotten matches on dating apps but the girls I matched with want me to make a deposit to their bank accounts in order to meet up so I just see it as they are wasting my time. I also get obliterated in rating sections. I'm kind of at my wits end as to what I should do. If at minimum I save $1000 a month it will take me two years to reach Sherber+Rad's prices and I am already turning 34 next month so I am not getting any younger. I can workout as I have gotten jacked before but I am kind of leaning on the side that women just don't care about muscles like that. My financial situation has me in a rut, any advice as to what I should do?