Should I just give up on HGH & Test ?

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So recently I've been doing a bit of thinking.. and I feel like all I'm doing is pointless.
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.

So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?

What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?
 
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So recently I've been doing a bit of thinking.. and I feel like all I'm doing is pointless.
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.

So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?

What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?
If your acc subhuman- ltn. Roids arnt gonna do shit u need surgery. Unless your pinning roids for the gym I reccomend dropping gh and just sticking with test only and some other anabolics like superdrol, eq, etc.
 
I’d rather blast and live my life to the fullest than being a subhuman

Imagine what a subhuman has to go through everyday
No respect,no attention,no girls,no flirting
Even thinking about it id :feelswhy:
 
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So recently I've been doing a bit of thinking.. and I feel like all I'm doing is pointless.
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.

So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?

What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?
Thats why u should think about it not only how u are gonna look
 
If your acc subhuman- ltn. Roids arnt gonna do shit u need surgery. Unless your pinning roids for the gym I reccomend dropping gh and just sticking with test only and some other anabolics like superdrol, eq, etc.
ofc I wanted it for the gym (or at least the test). I hoped that if I get lower bf and much more muscle mass, I'd get a bit of body halo, plus face will improve a liiittle bit. My hope with HGH is that it can help with bone growth (and also is a good fat burner apparently) but as I do more and more research, I find that the bone growth it could give me is the bad type of bone growth. Not better jaw :forcedsmile:
 
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I’d rather blast and live my life to the fullest than being a subhuman

Imagine what a subhuman has to go through everyday
No respect,no attention,no girls,no flirting
Even thinking about it id :feelswhy:
Yeah but I feel like even when I blast, it won't ascend me much. That's my biggest worry.
And as a subhuman yeah, it's pretty tiring. But I've learnt to ignore people and accept that I will live alone forever.
 
I’d rather blast and live my life to the fullest than being a subhuman

Imagine what a subhuman has to go through everyday
No respect,no attention,no girls,no flirting
Even thinking about it id :feelswhy:
thats your life
 
If your acc subhuman- ltn. Roids arnt gonna do shit u need surgery. Unless your pinning roids for the gym I reccomend dropping gh and just sticking with test only and some other anabolics like superdrol, eq, etc. I

I’d rather blast and live my life to the fullest than being a subhuman

Imagine what a subhuman has to go through everyday
No respect,no attention,no girls,no flirting
Even thinking about it id :feelswhy:
This is true, the positives most definitely outweigh the negatives. Gh secretagouges + other substances took me from mltn to mmtn in only 6 months(16-17). Have also saved the lives of my friends who do the same thing. I have a girl who knows about the bp and if you’re unattractive you are litterally looked down upon + 0 chance for personality to save. Never forget where you started and keep blasting. You can always go through a rough pct and bring your test back to natural levels. Hgh also does not shut you down so no worries there.
 
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Yeah but I feel like even when I blast, it won't ascend me much. That's my biggest worry.
And as a subhuman yeah, it's pretty tiring. But I've learnt to ignore people and accept that I will live alone forever.
I think you should stay natural for a time and save up ur money instead of roiding and get surgery
 
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Thats why u should think about it not only how u are gonna look
of course I think about it. I think about it every day and every night.I've always had the mindset of ascend or die trying. but maybe ill just live a subhuman life, going to my dayjob where everyone hates me
 
I think you should stay natural for a time and save up ur money instead of roiding and get surgery
I can afford surgery most likely, but I'm not really ready for it currently.
 
ofc I wanted it for the gym (or at least the test). I hoped that if I get lower bf and much more muscle mass, I'd get a bit of body halo, plus face will improve a liiittle bit. My hope with HGH is that it can help with bone growth (and also is a good fat burner apparently) but as I do more and more research, I find that the bone growth it could give me is the bad type of bone growth. Not better jaw :forcedsmile:
Yeah exactly bro just drop the gh and keep roiding and building a better body. If your comfortable enough to share your face I can tell u what procedures to get
 
Yeah exactly bro just drop the gh and keep roiding and building a better body. If your comfortable enough to share your face I can tell u what procedures to get
u can find my pics in one of my threads. im openly sharing the awful experience of being subhuman.
 
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u can find my pics in one of my threads. im openly sharing the awful experience of being subhuman.
Honestly your saveable I made a morph of u after alar, lip filler, clockwise jaw and chin filler and a face lift. Just shave and get a haircut to
 

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Honestly your saveable I made a morph of u after alar, lip filler, clockwise jaw and chin filler and a face lift. Just shave and get a haircut to
even a morph looks chopped asfk :feelskek:

anyways I got a haircut recently and now I shave often (even tho the chin hairs kinda helped my recessed chin a bit)

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i already have a septoplasty scheduled, which from my understanding is similar to alar?

not gonna be doing filler because that’s something I dont want to get into (saw awful results how it spills etc)
 
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even a morph looks chopped asfk :feelskek:

anyways I got a haircut recently and now I shave often (even tho the chin hairs kinda helped my recessed chin a bit)

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i already have a septoplasty scheduled, which from my understanding is similar to alar?

not gonna be doing filler because that’s something I dont want to get into (saw awful results how it spills etc)
Bro you look low mtn alr lol yeah just slim your nose and if u don’t wanna do lip filler that’s fine just know it will ascend u a lot
 
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even a morph looks chopped asfk :feelskek:

anyways I got a haircut recently and now I shave often (even tho the chin hairs kinda helped my recessed chin a bit)

View attachment 4064698

i already have a septoplasty scheduled, which from my understanding is similar to alar?

not gonna be doing filler because that’s something I dont want to get into (saw awful results how it spills etc)
Bro you look so much better with a haircut and shaved. Work on your eye area a bit and you will be mmtn
 
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Bro you look so much better with a haircut and shaved. Work on your eye area a bit and you will be mmtn
my eye area is unfortunately cooked. the dark are under my eyes is a combination of a skin condition + weak eye support. probably will look into orbital implants possibly.
 
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also keep in mind that the pic is pretty frauded. i look nothing like that irl :lul:
Its okay man everybody frauds these days, if I were you I would tint my eyebrows cause you seem to have some spots where its thinner, use bimatoprost (latisse) for your eyelashes cause you seem to have none, and maybe try some colored conrtacts. It wont make that big of a difference these are just some things I tried and still do to this day. Bimatopost worked really well for me especially, and I have like shit green eyes and now I'm using some lighter green contacts and no one called me out yet.

Or of course if ur willing to commit there are always surgeries.:LOL:
 
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ofc I wanted it for the gym (or at least the test). I hoped that if I get lower bf and much more muscle mass, I'd get a bit of body halo, plus face will improve a liiittle bit. My hope with HGH is that it can help with bone growth (and also is a good fat burner apparently) but as I do more and more research, I find that the bone growth it could give me is the bad type of bone growth. Not better jaw :forcedsmile: So recently I've been doing a bit of thinking.. and I feel like all I'm doing is pointless.
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.

So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?

What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?
Your actually suck a joke lmao, you have run it what maybe for 10 days expecting some crazy change and your also 20 expecting some crazy turn around. Do some more research and youll realize your growth is mostly done at 20 and no amount of ius of GH will fix your recessed skull so just get surgery. The best thing that GH will do at your age is be a fat burner which if your not lean stop complaining until you are.
 
Your actually suck a joke lmao, you have run it what maybe for 10 days expecting some crazy change and your also 20 expecting some crazy turn around. Do some more research and youll realize your growth is mostly done at 20 and no amount of ius of GH will fix your recessed skull so just get surgery. The best thing that GH will do at your age is be a fat burner which if your not lean stop complaining until you are.
nigga where did I say I'm expecting a crazy change after 10 days of 3IU ? :lul: stop putting words in my mouth that I didn't say.
most long bone growth is done during puberty, before your growth plates close. but the growth plates in ur face don't close until mid 20s.
so pls stop educating me you goyslop faggot with 110 posts and 55 rep.
 
nigga where did I say I'm expecting a crazy change after 10 days of 3IU ? :lul: stop putting words in my mouth that I didn't say.
most long bone growth is done during puberty, before your growth plates close. but the growth plates in ur face don't close until mid 20s.
so pls stop educating me you goyslop faggot with 110 posts and 55 rep.
But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
Youve posted about your HGH use alot complaining about not feeling anything and saying why am i even doing this because it will cause acromegaly even though a simple search would tell you that requires prolonged use at double digit doses? and cancer can only be accelerated if theres already active cancers in the body but no im sure 3ius of GH will give you acromegaly and cancer. Also you said id hope for some facial changes and you know well that it takes time so why are you saying idk why i started this when you know you did start it for facial changes, so i assumed that your expecting some crazy changes from 10 days. If i was you i would stop complaining and even though its cope at your age if it helps you sleep at night take it for another 6-12 months and see how the results are without complaining about why you are taking it, noone wants to hear it youve complained multiple times about this issue you attention seeking ltn faggot. Do some research and you will know that the "growth plates" in your face are actually called sutures. They ossify and close, even if they are partially closed it causes the area to become less flexible and less active.


 
Youve posted about your HGH use alot complaining about not feeling anything and saying why am i even doing this because it will cause acromegaly even though a simple search would tell you that requires prolonged use at double digit doses? and cancer can only be accelerated if theres already active cancers in the body but no im sure 3ius of GH will give you acromegaly and cancer. Also you said id hope for some facial changes and you know well that it takes time so why are you saying idk why i started this when you know you did start it for facial changes, so i assumed that your expecting some crazy changes from 10 days. If i was you i would stop complaining and even though its cope at your age if it helps you sleep at night take it for another 6-12 months and see how the results are without complaining about why you are taking it, noone wants to hear it youve complained multiple times about this issue you attention seeking ltn faggot. Do some research and you will know that the "growth plates" in your face are actually called sutures. They ossify and close, even if they are partially closed it causes the area to become less flexible and less active.


you’re retarded
 
Yea simple response you faggot, maybe take my advice and have some patience and do your research before injecting shit into your body idiot.
won't waste time on replying to a retard who has no idea what he's saying.
I've specified multiple times that by "I'm not feeling anything" I mean side effects like bloat, not my bones growing.
As you keep insulting me based off your retarded assumptions, I won't bother reading your post further.

Try asking ChatGPT for peptides that help you grow braincells, since you're missing a lot.
 
So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?
Just hang yourself if you’re gonna think like this lmaoooooooooooo it’s you’re life do what you want and weigh the pros and cons can your life get any worse? How much better can it get?
Retard
 
Just hang yourself if you’re gonna think like this lmaoooooooooooo it’s you’re life do what you want and weigh the pros and cons can your life get any worse? How much better can it get?
Retard
can get much worse, and not much better :feelsrope:
 
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whether or not it is worth it is completely up to you. i wouldn't expect any bone growth besides some slight thickening if that even, but you can still get a nice physique halo and you'll objectively have a more masculine face if that's something you care about. also you could bring your ugl test abroad, plenty of people do it.
 
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won't waste time on replying to a retard who has no idea what he's saying.
I've specified multiple times that by "I'm not feeling anything" I mean side effects like bloat, not my bones growing.
As you keep insulting me based off your retarded assumptions, I won't bother reading your post further.

Try asking ChatGPT for peptides that help you grow braincells, since you're missing a lot.
You keep complaining about using GH saying that it might give you cancer and acromegaly even though your running 3ius ED? Which clearly shows your uneducated, also you say youd hope for facial gains but your going to remain ltn or smthin like that but you have ran hgh for 9-10 days, i literally said dont complain and run it for 6-12 months and see if it helps, until i noticed your age which your 20 so realistically you wont have much results even with 6-12 months of use, but you will still have results its better than nothing so you still post about it complaining. Also you insulted me first fucking idiot?? i gave you simple advice and you insulted me so dont put the blame on me. Also you saying growth plates in your face dont close until your late 20s shows how retarded you are and how you have such little knowledge about anything, i told you they are called sutures and they get less flexible and less active as you grow since they start ossifying which means by 20 most of your sutures are either closed or partially ossified and ill give you an example palates cant be expanded with a palatal expander without assistance like MSE if your an older individual as you will need surgical assistance such as MARPE/MSE or SARPE since your mid palatal suture has ossified, this also applies to other sutures this is why things like the headgear wont work after your 12-14 because your flexibility is gone as they ossify. So dont call me a retard without learning about anything i tried to give you advice and you insulted me so dont say i insulted you stupid fucking faggot. again if sutures are even arent closed they are partially closed likely at your age which means their activity and flexibility there is significantly reduced so you wont even notice any changes without surgery.
 
You keep complaining about using GH saying that it might give you cancer and acromegaly even though your running 3ius ED? Which clearly shows your uneducated, also you say youd hope for facial gains but your going to remain ltn or smthin like that but you have ran hgh for 9-10 days, i literally said dont complain and run it for 6-12 months and see if it helps, until i noticed your age which your 20 so realistically you wont have much results even with 6-12 months of use, but you will still have results its better than nothing so you still post about it complaining. Also you insulted me first fucking idiot?? i gave you simple advice and you insulted me so dont put the blame on me. Also you saying growth plates in your face dont close until your late 20s shows how retarded you are and how you have such little knowledge about anything, i told you they are called sutures and they get less flexible and less active as you grow since they start ossifying which means by 20 most of your sutures are either closed or partially ossified and ill give you an example palates cant be expanded with a palatal expander without assistance like MSE if your an older individual as you will need surgical assistance such as MARPE/MSE or SARPE since your mid palatal suture has ossified, this also applies to other sutures this is why things like the headgear wont work after your 12-14 because your flexibility is gone as they ossify. So dont call me a retard without learning about anything i tried to give you advice and you insulted me so dont say i insulted you stupid fucking faggot.
again, long long response, when I never said it will GIVE me cancer?
also 3IUs is a starting dose, to check how your body reacts.

you truly have no idea what you're saying, just keep spitting out long bodies of slop text.

will not read. and ignoring u on org.
 
again, long long response, when I never said it will GIVE me cancer?
also 3IUs is a starting dose, to check how your body reacts.

you truly have no idea what you're saying, just keep spitting out long bodies of slop text.

will not read. and ignoring u on org.
Key word there i said MIGHT, which is basically the exact same thing you said.
"But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?" on 3 iu ED btw :lul::lul::lul: stupid fucking retard also ignoring my text about the "growth plates" in your face. you do realise you have to run double digit doses of GH and for prolonged use of up to 1-2 years to even have a chance at acromegaly. There are bodybuilders who run way higher doses and yet still dont have it, and im 100% sure your not retarded enough to run double digit GH for prolonged use.
 
You have two options:
1. drop everything, no need for pct as youve been on for only 10days, focus on iqmaxxing, get a nice job or make money online or by flipping phones or similar (just find a hobby you like which will make you money)

2. keep roiding because body halo is nice, keep using hgh although i wouldnt expect noticeable facial changes but no harm in doing
Potential side effect would be slight facial downgrowth imo but you have a short face so maybe it would even help you
 
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But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?" on 3 iu ED btw
You fucking retard he plans on running it for longer

3iu is the starting dose, he will build up

He means what if acromegaly like effects happen after 1-2 years of usage
 
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You fucking retard he plans on running it for longer

3iu is the starting dose, he will build up

He means what if acromegaly like effects happen after 1-2 years of usage
people with brains still exist ? 🥹

exactly what i was saying.

today I bump gh to 5iu

let's just hope for the best :forcedsmile: gonna hop on test soon as well, just hoping my country's customs won't seize the HCG I have on the way, otherwise I'll have to postpone the T
 
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No need for hcg unless you want kids imo

People gain back fertility after years of blasting without hcg
from my research it's the safest way.

why let your balls completely get disabled if you want to restart them afterwards. it's better to keep them working throughout your cycle
 
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from my research it's the safest way.

why let your balls completely get disabled if you want to restart them afterwards. it's better to keep them working throughout your cycle
They can be restarted after cycle too unless you want to be able to have kids while on cycle

No harm in doing but not really necessary imo
 
Roids and HGH won’t help you especially if your not in puberty. It won’t change ur face. Implants are the only way
 
Roids and HGH won’t help you especially if your not in puberty. It won’t change ur face. Implants are the only way
are u sure some musclemass and less fat in my face can’t help at all?

planning implants but still trying to do “softmaxxes” before going that route (+ surgeries)
 
are u sure some musclemass and less fat in my face can’t help at all?

planning implants but still trying to do “softmaxxes” before going that route (+ surgeries)
Not going to help ur face fat to a strong degree. Just take reta. Muscle mass can help but it won’t “ascend” your skeleton
 
Not going to help ur face fat to a strong degree. Just take reta. Muscle mass can help but it won’t “ascend” your skeleton
reta is planned after my test cycle
will most likely be bulking on test so that I can maximize muscle gain
 
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