
gymcelled
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So recently I've been doing a bit of thinking.. and I feel like all I'm doing is pointless.
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.
So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?
What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?
I wanted to "ascend" and then leave everything behind and become nt. But I feel like ts will have long term effects.
I'm fine with the thought of doing a test cycle and then cruising for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm "just" 20 and what if at 27 or 30 I want to live a normal life and go somewhere across the world, not being able to take my test, so I just become super depressed and lifeless without it?
Same with HGH. Honestly I don't even know why I started pinning it. Maybe I hoped for some facial development and acting as a test subject. But what if it speeds up some cancer in me or gives me awful acromegaly?
And even if none of the bad sides happen. And I manage to fully recover after my first cycle and I don't get any acromegaly. I'll still be like maybe low mtn territory.
So is all of this even worth it? Should I just give up and go live my sad subhuman life without any chance of romance or success?
What do y'all think about my situation? Who can give me real serious advice?