Should I just straight up tell my parents im gonna rope soon?

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

 

[Clark69]

I don't know about that. Once you go through it after telling them, they'll see it as something they truly could've prevented since the signs were really there. They'll begin asking themselves "why didn't I do anything", "he told us he'd do it, why didn't we do more to help" .etc and always think what they could have to prevent it

If I was you, I would not straight up tell them and just write a lengthy note explaining how it's not their fault and you couldn't bring it up because of reasons. Either way, it will hit them

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I don't know about that. Once you go through it after telling them, they'll see it as something they truly could've prevented since the signs were really there. They'll begin asking themselves "why didn't I do anything", "he told us he'd do it, why didn't we do more to help" .etc and always think what they could have to prevent it

If I was you, I would not straight up tell them and just write a lengthy note explaining how it's not their fault and you couldn't bring it up because of reasons. Either way, it will hit them

Regardless of any other method, i know it will hurt them regardless. Im tryting to go with the way that will bring the least pain as possible.

But in my method imo i think its pretty valid that proves that there was nothing they could do. Basically im on this treatment to help me get better which they paid for, but i doubt it will work, but i will promise them i will live atleast six more months before roping, and tell them they will have to accept it if i dont live by them.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I don't know about that. Once you go through it after telling them, they'll see it as something they truly could've prevented since the signs were really there. They'll begin asking themselves "why didn't I do anything", "he told us he'd do it, why didn't we do more to help" .etc and always think what they could have to prevent it

If I was you, I would not straight up tell them and just write a lengthy note explaining how it's not their fault and you couldn't bring it up because of reasons. Either way, it will hit them

ALso its too late btw, they already found out straight up

 

[aryan mogger]

No
What If u reborn indian

 

[TalesFromTheSlums]

You just need a good reset. Sleep for like 2-3 days straight with sparkling water near you, then you'll naturally detox and antidepress.

Once you get up after few days, have some extreme shots of espresso, sugar, and go sit in the sun for 3 hours. Boom! You're "cured."

Nobody really wants to kill themselves -- they're just severely fucking mentally exhausted, high cortisol, high serotonin, etc.

 

[HighLow]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

Immediate psych ward patient

 

[nuisance]

I don't recommend roping but IK how it is sometimes.

If i would do it I would make it look like accident. Brings less shame and judgment to the family. People are fucking evil they will judge your parents silently. Double whammy for them

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

tell them you gonna rape soon

 

[Clark69]

ALso its too late btw, they already found out straight up

Brutal. If all by means do it. Just do it in a way that won't make your corpse a mess, so they won't have to bare witness to such a thing. I heard/seen of stories of parents finding their children hanging from a ceiling and how the broken bruised neck corpse was traumatizing

 

[DeborahAnnWollFARTS]

over for angrybirdcels

 

[nuttheb]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

your mom wasted money on you dont do it lil bro if you do kys can i have your phone?

 

[pprimus43]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

Motive for roping?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Motive for roping?

no purpose to live. i dont feel like going iin depth

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho2]

I don’t think I would ever consider telling my family about something like that
That would be so awkward

 

[pprimus43]

no purpose to live. i dont feel like going iin depth

I get it man. Life is suffering in many respects. Only you know the right choice to make, I hope you don’t leave us bhai

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I get it man. Life is suffering in many respects. Only you know the right choice to make, I hope you don’t leave us bhai

thank you bhaii. ill try getting therapy whne i have the money right before i kms just for one more chance to stop myself from roping but alot of people around me told me therapy didnt do anything for them and was just a blow in their money

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Brutal. If all by means do it. Just do it in a way that won't make your corpse a mess, so they won't have to bare witness to such a thing. I heard/seen of stories of parents finding their children hanging from a ceiling and how the broken bruised neck corpse was traumatizing

lmfao i literally just told them about my situation like five minutes ago and they told me they dont care if i die or not

im pretty sure they said it out of rage tho hopefully cuz that genuinely makes me sad cuz ngl i was gonna go through all this shit to minimize pain on them but rn it seems like they dont care

 

[pprimus43]

thank you bhaii. ill try getting therapy whne i have the money right before i kms just for one more chance to stop myself from roping but alot of people around me told me therapy didnt do anything for them and was just a blow in their money

Honestly seek God, maybe you’ll find something worth living for.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Honestly seek God, maybe you’ll find something worth living for.

nah thats literally the reason why im consdering killing myself. i was always depressed for two years now, but i stopped believing in God a few months ago and now im suicidal.

 

[pprimus43]

nah thats literally the reason why im consdering killing myself. i was always depressed for two years now, but i stopped believing in God a few months ago and now im suicidal.

I’m going through something similar. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s a higher power to existence, if not it just seems to convenient.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I’m going through something similar. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s a higher power to existence, if not it just seems to convenient.

yeah man but the logic of God just seems flawed imo, i just feel like the whole (free will and Gods omnipotence shit doesnt pair up together)

i mean it really is crazy that everything had to be perfect for us to exist, but at the same time there were an infinite amount of times/collisions this happend so it had to happen eventually

 

[pprimus43]

yeah man but the logic of God just seems flawed imo, i just feel like the whole (free will and Gods omnipotence shit doesnt pair up together)

i mean it really is crazy that everything had to be perfect for us to exist, but at the same time there were an infinite amount of times/collisions this happend so it had to happen eventually

Yeah you can’t logic your way to God, there’s always gonna have to be a leap of faith at some point

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I’m going through something similar. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s a higher power to existence, if not it just seems to convenient.

hope it gets better for u too bhaii. ill be trying everything to not rope, even though im already on multiple shit and even fat dissolving my face jfl. if it doesnt get better then i was always meant to die

 

[pprimus43]

hope it gets better for u too bhaii. ill be trying everything to not rope, even though im already on multiple shit and even fat dissolving my face jfl. if it doesnt get better then i was always meant to die

Thanks Bhai

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Yeah you can’t logic your way to God, there’s always gonna have to be a leap of faith at some point

yeah ngl i thought about it and most "christians" dont have an actual reason on why the believe in God they just got it from birth. and deep down they dont, espescialyl when they do drugs on the daily lmao

 

[nuisance]

thank you bhaii. ill try getting therapy whne i have the money right before i kms just for one more chance to stop myself from roping but alot of people around me told me therapy didnt do anything for them and was just a blow in their money

why dont you go all in just send it you have nothing to lose atp

I was going to kill myself in 2023 hit rock bottom with a gun to my head, then i made promise to get my shit together even if I dont want to because it don't matter anymore.

Its like robot mode i didn't wanna do anything but I did it anyways

I have more money, a bachelors degree, more friends, a good physique, had sex since then. I'm still not happy but i don't want to die anymore.
One day at a time

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

why dont you go all in just send it you have nothing to lose atp

I was going to kill myself in 2023 hit rock bottom with a gun to my head, then i made promise to get my shit together even if I dont want to because it don't matter anymore.

Its like robot mode i didn't wanna do anything but I did it anyways

I have more money, a bachelors degree, more friends, a good physique, had sex since then. I'm still not happy but i don't want to die anymore.
One day at a time

if i had acess to a gun i woudlve been dead by now.

i think the main reason why im not dead yet because of all the safety precautions nowadays against suicide. ive tried to find places to jump off before, but they all have fences and gaurds and shit.

also i am going all in. if you told me three months ago i would be on three different drugs, injecting fucking fat dissolvers into my face, and spend my entire day training for a sport i hate, i would just laugh

 

[iblam3j]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

keep going rope is never the answer

 

[R@m@]

Theres nothing to fear after death, you see the credits of your life and will reincarnate in a new character

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

keep going rope is never the answer

ye men im trying brah but tbh i dont even wanna keep trying for another six months. was only doing it for the sake of my parents but if they rlly dont caare if i die or not idk anymore

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Theres nothing to fear after death, you see the credits of your life and will reincarnate in a new character

eh i dont believe in afterlife but sure

 

[iblam3j]

ye men im trying brah but tbh i dont even wanna keep trying for another six months. was only doing it for the sake of my parents but if they rlly dont caare if i die or not idk anymore

its not worth it bro keep going

 

[Crusile]

Yes you should tell them

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Yes you should tell them

i just did they told me they dont care if i die or not but i think that was out of rage hopefully

 

[Crusile]

i just did they told me they dont care if i die or not but i think that was out of rage hopefully

Do you live with them?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Do you live with them?

of course lol im a youngcel

 

[marshadow]

To sum it all up, i was originally planning on hiding the fact that i was gonna rope from my parents so they dont feel guilty or that its their fault if they knew, but they found some shits that made them know i was planning to kms soon.

So basically nothing I can do now beside then make them desentized to it. Like I'm going to try making a compromise with them that in exchange before I rope i promise to live for atleast six more months and get therapy before ending it, and if during that time period I dont get better I can kms without them feeling bad. Thoughts on this?


Also looking for genuine advice or people that went through similar stuff. I will straight up ignore any bluepilled advice, not like it would work anyways

Dont kill yourself bro. Turn to Jesus dude please, dont do this.

 

[VV62]

of course lol im a youngcel

How old are you and why do you want to rope?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

How old are you and why do you want to rope?

15. as I said I don’t really see the point in living to summit all up. I don’t feel like going in detail.

tbh I’ve just been coping with looksmaxxing lmfao

 

[Crusile]

of course lol im a youngcel

Some people respond negatively to suicide threats as to not encourage them if the future. but that's no excuse or a good reason. tell a school councillor or teacher you want to suicide

 

[134applesauce456]

pleaseeee don't bhai, you are so young

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Some people respond negatively to suicide threats as to not encourage them if the future. but that's no excuse or a good reason. tell a school councillor or teacher you want to suicide

nah tbh not a school counecelor. ill save up money for therapy and shit tho before i rope to try to make myself not rope one last time

 

[134applesauce456]

You have an entire life ahead of you, 15 is a horrible age to rope (any age is but especially like under 30) . You literally have no idea how your life will play out and how things can flip around. You are just killing the potential. Never give up , you are young and everything will be just fine or even better than you expected

 

[Crusile]

nah tbh not a school counecelor. ill save up money for therapy and shit tho before i rope to try to make myself not rope one last time

no theyll give you a free therapist/psychiatrist since you are under 18

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

You have an entire life ahead of you, 15 is a horrible age to rope (any age is but especially like under 30) . You literally have no idea how your life will play out and how things can flip around. You are just killing the potential. Never give up , you are young and everything will be just fine or even better than you expected

i said i wasnt gonna reply to bluepilled advice, but wtv

thank u though, i wouldnt waste ur time as its not gonna change my mind at all but thanks 4 even typing that out. but honestly i wish i roped earlier, been suicidal since i was 13 tbh

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

no theyll give you a free therapist/psychiatrist since you are under 18

deadass? ill look more into it

 

[tall0ner]

U shouldn’t rope unless you live every day in extreme physical pain or in a war torn country. If ur in decent health and no defect then u shouldn’t

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

U shouldn’t rope unless you live every day in extreme physical pain or in a war torn country. If ur in decent health and no defect then u shouldn’t

yea ur right maybe im just a pussy teenager
but im going to do it anyway

 

[Crusile]

just try your best. That's all anyone's ever wanted