Should I kill myself

[Deleted member 2607]

Logitsically it wouldn't be hard for me. I do not fear death. I'm just wondering, from a purely logical standpoint, if killing myself is the best option.

Obviously, the goal is to reduce net suffering. I feel like that the vast majority of us here suffer more than we succeed.

Locked in the social arms race, where young western people's social worth comes down to how attractive they are and how popular they are on social media, I can not win any time soon.

I was a loser in high school. Completely isolated from any sort of socially active clique. Not once in my high school life did I experience true young love, true life of the party status, or even true academic achievement.

I am 19. There is potentially an amazing and grandiose future in front of me. Potentially is deifently the best word to describe it. I'm stuck between the philosophically sound determinist outlook that my genetics are my doom, and I have no great destiny on this rock, and the comfort of the concepts of free will.

Should I die, or should I try to carry on, knowing that due to my sub 6 face and natural autism, and modern social media hell society, I will be doomed to live with mediocrity?

Death is comfort, there is no suffering beyond death. Nonexistence is the ultimate lullaby.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

I cannot give my opinion until i see a photo of you

 

[Gengar]

No dont kill yourself bro, if you need to talk im here. I mean it. My inbox is open for everyone but especially people like you.

 

[Bui]

You chosen to play this path you nincompoop

 

[middayshowers]

inject testosterone and then reevaluate the situation

 

[turkproducer]

isn’t your N count 15 lmfao

 

[Deleted member 2607]

You chosen to play this path you nincompoop

But do we really choose? I believe that we are predetermined in what happens in our lives. The only difference between doom and destiny is the mindset of the agent.

isn’t your N count 15 lmfao

Having sex is but a temporary dopamine rush in an entire world of existential nihilism.even a meaningful LTR is not enough to make a man happy.

 

[Deleted member 2352]

No dont kill yourself bro, if you need to talk im here. I mean it. My inbox is open for everyone but especially people like you.

Why would anyone write to an asshole like you?

 

[AutisticBeaner]

well from a purely logical and rational standpoint, everyone should kill themselves. what's the point in enduring life, as nice as it may be? the will to live is, indeed, irrational.

 

[Deleted member 4645]

But do we really choose? I believe that we are predetermined in what happens in our lives. The only difference between doom and destiny is the mindset of the agent.

Yes, you get to choose how to react to whatever happens to you. There are things outside your control, and things that are in your control. Focus on what you can control. And if something unexpected happens, adjust and adapt.

 

[Vitruvian]

well from a purely logical and rational standpoint, everyone should kill themselves. what's the point in enduring life, as nice as it may be? the will to live is, indeed, irrational.

 

[Deleted member 2632]

No real reason to kill yourself you're so young

Make money, do drugs, go overseas and sleep with easier women, play video games and watch porn while on LSD

You got plenty of time to rope before you turn into an old man

I mean if you're gonna die anyway have some fun before you go, but if nothing makes you happy then yeh grab the rope

 

[Deleted member 2607]

I cannot give my opinion until i see a photo of you

As you can see, I am only average. Average is death.

No real reason to kill yourself you're so young

Make money, do drugs, go overseas and sleep with easier women, play video games and watch porn while on LSD

You got plenty of time to rope before you turn into an old man

I mean if you're gonna die anyway have some fun before you go, but if nothing makes you happy then yeh grab the rope

I'm thinking that I might die gloriously before my world view become too jaded and I lose all energy. Not going ER, but i do want to be heard when I fall. The last fall should always be the hardest one.

 

[Deleted member 5204]

Enjoy life while it lasts, we don't know what happens after death

Just don't do retarded or illegal shit and enjoy whatever happens next, we're all gonna die anyways so might as well work to the bone and see where it gets us.

As you can see, I am only average. Average is death.

I'm thinking that I might die gloriously before my world view become too jaded and I lose all energy. Not going ER, but i do want to be heard when I fall. The last fall should always be the hardest one.

You don't even look that bad dude you got base and potential so why waste it

 

[25thpercentile human]

As you can see, I am only average. Average is death.

I'm thinking that I might die gloriously before my world view become too jaded and I lose all energy. Not going ER, but i do want to be heard when I fall. The last fall should always be the hardest one.

fuck, you think what i think. being average is pointless. but in the grand scheme of things we are all average. might as well fuck around while you're alive tho

i thought of ER as a means of death before tbh. but on the flip side maybe consider doing something nice for other ppl before you die.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

fuck, you think what i think. being average is pointless. but in the grand scheme of things we are all average. might as well fuck around while you're alive tho

i thought of ER as a means of death before tbh. but on the flip side maybe consider doing something nice for other ppl before you die.

I died the moment I graduated high school with no meaningful accomplishments to my name. Even now, after having experienced so much and making so much progress, I still feel no different than the fragile 17 year old nerd drifting aimlessly. In the loudest time, I didn't listen. In the greatest catch, I didn't pull. In the best chance, I didn't take.

 

[25thpercentile human]

I died the moment I graduated high school with no meaningful accomplishments to my name. Even now, after having experienced so much and making so much progress, I still feel no different than the fragile 17 year old nerd drifting aimlessly. In the loudest time, I didn't listen. In the greatest catch, I didn't pull. In the best chance, I didn't take.

you in college or working? after 16 i feel like i stopped maturing. it feels really shit to feel like you already maxed your level in life and there's nothing to improve on. the main character never maxes out. if the main character becomes op or hit a power cap i stop watching. really sucks tbh

 

[Deleted member 4106]

No, you are too young. You can try other alternatives to find a hobby, video game, socialize, try new things and catch a prostitute every now and then.
But even if that feeling of killing yourself doesn’t go away, think it’s best that before you kill yourself, you’re trying to have fun.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

you in college or working? after 16 i feel like i stopped maturing. it feels really shit to feel like you already maxed your level in life and there's nothing to improve on. the main character never maxes out. if the main character becomes op or hit a power cap i stop watching. really sucks tbh

I got kicked out of college. I've been kicked out of so many communities and social circles that I've grown numb. I feel as though I have suffered more than my peers, but even so we all suffer greatly in this life.

 

[Deleted member 5180]

No don’t. If you kill yourself then your enemies win.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

No don’t. If you kill yourself then your enemies win.

The only enemy is the one within me. I will defeat him, but so he will also defeat me. If I live on, then he wins.
There is no victory against oneself.

 

[Deleted member 616]

Try surgery first at least

 

[Morpheus]

You’re probably depressed. Check your hormone and vitamin levels to see if you have any deficiencies. Then take a food test to see if you have any intolerances that cause inflammation. If all of that is in order maybe you need a professional to talk to.

There’s a reason the vast majority of people who survive suicide attempts say they regretted it the moment they jumped or started bleeding out and making their way towards death. It shocks you out of the state you were in and you’re faced with the reality that abandoning everything and everyone you’ve come to know in life and potentially not even existing - just joining into black nothingness - is worse than whatever you were going through.

Make THIS life better for yourself OP. This isn’t some faux motivational shit. I know looks/status and all that is important but I’m telling you you don’t have to be a bitch and just give up. Whatever issues you have, you can make them a lot better. Contrary to what a lot of this board pushes, 99th percentile Chad or death is a pretty fucking stupid thing to abide by.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

You’re probably depressed. Check your hormone and vitamin levels to see if you have any deficiencies. Then take a food test to see if you have any intolerances that cause inflammation. If all of that is in order maybe you need a professional to talk to.

There’s a reason the vast majority of people who survive suicide attempts say they regretted it the moment they jumped or started bleeding out and making their way towards death. It shocks you out of the state you were in and you’re faced with the reality that abandoning everything and everyone you’ve come to know in life and potentially not even existing - just joining into black nothingness - is worse than whatever you were going through.

Make THIS life better for yourself OP. This isn’t some faux motivational shit. I know looks/status and all that is important but I’m telling you you don’t have to be a bitch and just give up. Whatever issues you have, you can make them a lot better. Contrary to what a lot of this board pushes, 99th percentile Chad or death is a pretty fucking stupid thing to abide by.

No vitamins for your face and the lost years you can never get back

 

[Deleted member 4671]

you literally fucked girls, and it's just some hormonal imbalance, pretty sure a lot of users here got out of depression from dopamine fasting and inject t

 

[Deleted member 2607]

you literally fucked girls, and it's just some hormonal imbalance, pretty sure a lot of users here got out of depression from dopamine fasting and inject t

Having sex =having sex
Having sex doesnt mean you are suddenly a human being
It's over for many many men including me. Was born in post 9/11 america, sucking on the tits of late capitalism. Doomed because wasnt born rich or Chad. Cant even live in blissful ignorance anymore

 

[PowersOfTen]

'It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late’

 

[Deleted member 4671]

Having sex =having sex
Having sex doesnt mean you are suddenly a human being
It's over for many many men including me. Was born in post 9/11 america, sucking on the tits of late capitalism. Doomed because wasnt born rich or Chad. Cant even live in blissful ignorance anymore

Stfu while i am here rotting as a permavirgin curry, you are having sex and crying on this fourm just go have an ltr or take a break ffs

 

[Gengar]

Why would anyone write to an asshole like you?

ahh i forgot, to add my inbox isnt open for turkroach shitskins. only blacks, asians, whites and fellow curries

 

[Deleted member 2227]

Yes

 

[Deleted member 4991]

Try plastic surgery first as someone mentioned before.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Yes

I stood on top of a 5 story parking garage an hour ago but I looked down and felt happy suddenly. I basically smiled involutnarily. Weird that i didn't feel fear but only happiness. Got down and walked home

 

[chadpreetcel123]

As you can see, I am only average. Average is death.

I'm thinking that I might die gloriously before my world view become too jaded and I lose all energy. Not going ER, but i do want to be heard when I fall. The last fall should always be the hardest one.

Get a haircut and comb your hair to the right

I feel like that would look good on you

 

[Deleted member 1464]

no

 

[Mr_Norwood]

As you can see, I am only average. Average is death.

I'm thinking that I might die gloriously before my world view become too jaded and I lose all energy. Not going ER, but i do want to be heard when I fall. The last fall should always be the hardest one.

Err you are above average.. high normie for sure and you're young..

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Err you are above average.. high normie for sure and you're young..

Be chad or be dead

 

[ChaddeusPeuterschmit]

Do it

 

[Ritalincel]