Pale God
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I‘m 27 and unemployed. I never had a job but I‘m not enjoying this lifestyle anymore. I lived on unemployment benefits in Germany for over 5 years but until 5 years ago I was still in night school when I dropped out in early 2019.
I desperately want to find a girlfriend who is close to my ideal so I can be motivated to get a job in the first place or get a career as a politician if it’s possible.
My CV is shit though and I also have a criminal record by now probably because I shoplifted and punched a guy who checked tickets in the tram so I wouldn’t have to pay the fine for not having a ticket (I know retarded). I got away with paying a fine of 650€ for both shoplifting and punching that guy.
Maybe just going to Japan and being a waiter, English teacher or getting a sugar mama is the more reliable and better option to get an attractive girlfriend (maybe I could cheat on the sugar mama or dump her after extracting enough money or just try to build a harem).
I really want to change my life since I don’t enjoy video games and other form of entertainment anymore.
I don’t know if I want children. Probably not since it would mean a lot of responsibility. I know I would be a good father but I have no money anyway to provide them a good life and I‘m scared of getting dumped at some point and having to pay alimony or my children not turning out optimally because I can’t discipline and teach them values. I‘m also a proponent of anti-natalism but I haven‘t made up my mind up yet completely.
I definitely don’t wanna race mix and have children with Asians or another other race even if the woman is extremely attractive.
I just want my German looksmatch but the relationship would probably not last forever unless I get lucky and she is a decent person or we both don’t get bored of each other.
I desperately want to find a girlfriend who is close to my ideal so I can be motivated to get a job in the first place or get a career as a politician if it’s possible.
My CV is shit though and I also have a criminal record by now probably because I shoplifted and punched a guy who checked tickets in the tram so I wouldn’t have to pay the fine for not having a ticket (I know retarded). I got away with paying a fine of 650€ for both shoplifting and punching that guy.
Maybe just going to Japan and being a waiter, English teacher or getting a sugar mama is the more reliable and better option to get an attractive girlfriend (maybe I could cheat on the sugar mama or dump her after extracting enough money or just try to build a harem).
I really want to change my life since I don’t enjoy video games and other form of entertainment anymore.
I don’t know if I want children. Probably not since it would mean a lot of responsibility. I know I would be a good father but I have no money anyway to provide them a good life and I‘m scared of getting dumped at some point and having to pay alimony or my children not turning out optimally because I can’t discipline and teach them values. I‘m also a proponent of anti-natalism but I haven‘t made up my mind up yet completely.
I definitely don’t wanna race mix and have children with Asians or another other race even if the woman is extremely attractive.
I just want my German looksmatch but the relationship would probably not last forever unless I get lucky and she is a decent person or we both don’t get bored of each other.
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