Shoutout to all the niggas here with genuine deformities

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I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.


I'm rooting for you niggas just as hard as I'm rooting for myself, we're all gonna make it, because we have to
 
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nah i feel you bro. this ain’t life, it’s just existing while watching everyone else live. it’s brutal how something as simple as your eye area can shape your entire experience. not even on some larp shit, you’re right to feel urgency there’s no peace in dragging this out. no one understands unless they’ve lived it. hope your plan works when you turn 18, fr. that might be the only shot you get. gl bhai
 
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nah i feel you bro. this ain’t life, it’s just existing while watching everyone else live. it’s brutal how something as simple as your eye area can shape your entire experience. not even on some larp shit, you’re right to feel urgency there’s no peace in dragging this out. no one understands unless they’ve lived it. hope your plan works when you turn 18, fr. that might be the only shot you get. gl bhai
Thank you bhai, I already feel the pressure and regret that I've wasted my most carefree years in this misery, if I don't take action soon the regret will grow heavier and heavier on my soul, every day as a subhuman is a day wasted
 
I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.
Bro your spawn point was set on nightmare difficulty and God forgot to patch the eye area bug 💀
you loaded in like ‘vision: ultra hard mode’ and the NPCs around you still had the audacity to side-eye you 💀💀
but real talk? You built diff
most ppl would've rage quit by tutorial phase
you tanked it all, ran side quests in hell, and still made it out knowing your main mission
you got the BP update, unlocked the self-revamp arc, and now you grinding for NG+
when that surgery hits and you pull up looking like Sasuke with correct vision n clean eye symmetry?
it’s over for 99% of the population
foids, ops, normies — all gonna get jump scared by the glow
stay locked in gang
you ain’t cursed, you just pre-buffed for a comeback no one ready for
 
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shout out to all the niggas with genuine deformities
gotta be my favorite gender
 
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I cant even believe I used to be so delusional, I would pretend that nothing was wrong with me and that everything was fine, I would just try to ignore my deformities in the mirror like that would make them go away.

Well you can think that way about yourself all you want, but it means nothing outside of your little internal sphere, your life is dictated by other's perceptions of you, like it or not it's the brutal reality, confidence means NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING when it comes to your reality. The world does not conform to your little masturbatory disney fantasy, I know this better than 99% because that used to be me, if you want to live you have to conform to the world, that's how humans work, we are animalistic, and to deny that harsh truth is to deny your humanity, ironically.
 
Brutal truth about the world, my condolences and good luck gang
 
I’m sorry br
 
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Brutal.
What would be your facial rating without the eye area problem?
 
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every single atom read and comprehended
 
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Brutal.
What would be your facial rating without the eye area problem?
High ltn on a good day

My next biggest failo after my eye area is my SFS, I plan to fix it with trimax, but that will come later
 
Bro your spawn point was set on nightmare difficulty and God forgot to patch the eye area bug 💀
you loaded in like ‘vision: ultra hard mode’ and the NPCs around you still had the audacity to side-eye you 💀💀
but real talk? You built diff
most ppl would've rage quit by tutorial phase
you tanked it all, ran side quests in hell, and still made it out knowing your main mission
you got the BP update, unlocked the self-revamp arc, and now you grinding for NG+
when that surgery hits and you pull up looking like Sasuke with correct vision n clean eye symmetry?
it’s over for 99% of the population
foids, ops, normies — all gonna get jump scared by the glow
stay locked in gang
you ain’t cursed, you just pre-buffed for a comeback no one ready for
stop using GPT like a fucking retard and think of ur own responses shit spewing fucking idiot
 
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I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.


I'm rooting for you niggas just as hard as I'm rooting for myself, we're all gonna make it, because we have to
That's really unfortunate indeed

I could go esoteric to explain why this happened to you but you're gonna hate it

Your soul choose this life to strengthen itself, in the etheric plane, you were not human and didn't have human set backs which would make you afraid of such a thing

80 years is a blink of the eye in the order of the cosmos
 
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I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.


I'm rooting for you niggas just as hard as I'm rooting for myself, we're all gonna make it, because we have to
ill be praying for you bro hope you ascend
 
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I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.


I'm rooting for you niggas just as hard as I'm rooting for myself, we're all gonna make it, because we have to
I love this message dude really points out how bad shit can get. Hope everything works out :)
 
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maybe stop being a fucking retard and using GPT actual moron iqcel nigga
pants still unzipped - check
you're still doing tricks on my dicks - check

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That's really unfortunate indeed

I could go esoteric to explain why this happened to you but you're gonna hate it

Your soul choose this life to strengthen itself, in the etheric plane, you were not human and didn't have human set backs which would make you afraid of such a thing

80 years is a blink of the eye in the order of the cosmos
Interesting, I have some family who are really into esoteric knowledge and they say similar things
 
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I'm not talking mtns with BDD, or even ltns, but everyone here who is below ltn with genuine facial syndromes.

For my entire life, I've had the worst eye area of anyone I know. In my entire school of thousands of people, I easily had the worst. When I was born, I already had extreme myopia, extreme strabismus, and a couple other specific/rare things that I won't share for privacy. Multiple surgeries didn't fix it, so I had to go through life with these deformities. They worsened throughout my life as I grew, and by high school I was basically a subhuman. I would get stares everywhere and cruel remarks from 3 feet away from me about my eyes. When I wasn't being cold shouldered by other kids I was treated like a genuine retard by adults (I am ND, but I think their behavior towards me was 80% visual). I went through social hell, you are not alone because I have suffered just like you and for that reason I love you niggas, even the annoying ones. I couldnt even look people straight in the eye for the longest time because of my deformities. Im thankful for the BP because I finally know what I must do, and I know how urgent it is. If I continue through life like this, I can't describe the amount of regret I'll have on my deathbed. What I'm experiencing right now is not life, I'm not sure what the right word is to describe it but life isn't one of them. I've already watched my entire childhood and most of my adolescence pass me by because of my curse. Thats why, as soon as I turn 18, Im going to do everything in my power to change my fate. Im going to put aside my health trauma and anxiety and every instinct in me that screams to stay in my depressed comfort zone, and I'm going to commit to any surgery I can get for my eyes, no matter how painful and difficult it is. Because maybe, just maybe, I can fight and win my life back.


I'm rooting for you niggas just as hard as I'm rooting for myself, we're all gonna make it, because we have to
read every pixel hope it goes well for U
 
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