Shrinking your balls make the shaft appear larger

[Veridic]

I've ran testosterone for about 8 weeks now, this being my 5-6th cycle up to this point with cruises in between. I've stopped using HCG during the beginning of my first one after coming to the conclusion of never having kids even due to the fact that I've had procedures done both professionally and still DIY my own filler to round out the implant ridges during times when I'm about 8-10%BF is ideal due to not looking forward to the whole novelty of women cheating 10-15 years into a marriage even if you're chad which I certainly am not. My LH/FSH is completely dead, I am purely reliant on exogenous testosterone, my balls have shrunk to about 1/3 of their original size, and my cock has never looked bigger which helps during slays. This isn't advice but might be useful to others.

Having kids is cucked going forward because in my position you risk either a incel son as I have been myself up to the age of 20 until my ascension, or a whore daughter that brings a new guy home every month with the one nighters in between. Hypergamy and the results of female nature are only getting worse. My life has never felt more freeing and I only live for myself.

 

[rj_0616]

im not reading that

 

[Eltrē]

This is why castration is a good thing.

 

[Incelforeever]

Some girls just want big balls

 

[isis_Bleach]

0

 

[Incelforeever]

im not reading that

I read it I recommend not

 

[Veridic]

This is why castration is a good thing.

Why would I want this when I can use my penis to have some sort of companionship while I wait out my life to end naturally/or as a result of the drugs I'm on

 

[Veridic]

Some girls just want big balls

I've never met anyone who wants/cares about big balls, also I do think the test contributed to my girth

 

[Veridic]

im not reading that

Okay nigger what do you want me to say to that

 

[Incelforeever]

I've never met anyone who wants/cares about big balls, also I do think the test contributed to my girth

because u stopped taking hcg are kids forever out of the equation for u?

 

[Veridic]

because u stopped taking hcg are kids forever out of the equation for u?

Technically there is a chance I could still get someone pregnant at this stage, and with a slightly bigger chance at recovering, but hopefully I never become delusional enough to do so. I will sometimes go on DHT blockers to chemically castrate myself when I catch feelings for a slay after remembering how shitty my teen years were with 0 romance until after I went under the knife due to being able to save money while my peers were out having fun and never inviting me to a single event.

 

[Incelforeever]

Technically there is a chance I could still get someone pregnant at this stage, and with a slightly bigger chance at recovering, but hopefully I never become delusional enough to do so. I will sometimes go on DHT blockers to chemically castrate myself when I catch feelings for a slay after remembering how shitty my teen years were with 0 romance until after I went under the knife due to being able to save money while my peers were out having fun and never inviting me to a single event.

1 last thing, what would u say ur rating is now? Htn?

 

[Veridic]

1 last thing, what would u say ur rating is now? Htn?

I'd say so based on ratings I've received. I am still a bit uncanny but hopefully this next batch of diy filler and final procedure will have this problem solved and push me a bit further up.

 

[enlightful]

Stopped reading after title

 

[Incelforeever]

I'd say so based on ratings I've received. I am still a bit uncanny but hopefully this next batch of diy filler and final procedure will have this problem solved and push me a bit further up.

U embody the point of this forum, have a fun life mate

 

[Veridic]

Stopped reading after title

Then you followed this by clicking on the post to comment, mirin need to show how little you care

 

[Veridic]

U embody the point of this forum, have a fun life mate

I appreciate the sentiment, I will try to continue doing so without internally seething anytime my old self comes up to the surface