shshs

[crossed star]

i wish i can hurt you, i wish i have the ability, i cant believe i got trashtalked that i cant say anything by a retarded fag like you because i cant think and have a mental illness, whats infruating is you dont even know i have mental illness and you finished psychology course in college how fucking stupid you gotta be finishing an entire 4years of college and you didnt seem to know it, learned nothing from it, useless thats why you have no job rn fuck you mean helping family business, no, its because you had nothing to do with your degree youre fucking stupid and retarded, you can live alone cause you know how to work as call center agent? any fucking people that have an inkling of intellegence can do that to, and being able to live alone is nothing to be proud of to someone like me that dont even have a reason to live, see how dumb tard fag like that manage to make me cry and not be able to say anything while he make me feel so shallow and worthless, saying being proud of being able to live alone to me that he thinks me being a worthless human is me wanting it because of my depression that he didnt even know, god, its so pathetic getting beaten in argument by a retarded fag like that, i hate to be trashtalked without being able to do anything and just crying thinking its my fault and him making like its my fault that its my fault to get depression, hes so fucking dumb, i wish i can fight back the times i cant because even talking to people that time is a struggle and i forget everything, i wish that, that time i can hurt him, i wish that i can defend myself enough to be able to speak enough to be able to defend myself to retarded people like that, i wish that i can atleast be able to try to defend myself that time, i dont want to be someone who gets belittled and cant speak anything about it. its so brutal how i cant do anything. i wish to not be like this anymore, but i cant do anything anymore, its over anymore, long over in the past, and i bet if i have a life, i would not even waste an inkling of time to that faggot of a gay retarded like him to hurt and insult him, dumb people like him is fucking really amazing how dumb is him, would not waste my good life if i manage to live through this to waste it to hurting a stupid dumb retarded fag like you, doing it will be so easy, no point to waste my time to you, but what i imagine is not now, rn am a loser who can even do anything basic that i forget them, i forget everything just by opening my eyes, i cant speak to people cause i get so concious and think of like 20questions at least of what will i do if i meet people and talk to them, what will i say to them, i dont wsnt them to see this shameful and ugly face, but all these thoughts dont matter to them, but it does to me thats why i forgot it all cause its too much for me.

 

[sub5lncel]

dnr fag