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School and pledging my frat has been raping me so I havent had a lot of time to post on here. Pledging has been great for NT maxxing though, but I miss the culture here so I wanted to give a little recap of some funny stories.
I’ve been told like 5 times now I should be in a “BP” edit and I look like a looksmaxxer. Idk if it is just the autism paired with dedicating almost two years to ascending. A lot of the people in my frat namedrop clav all time too lol. Goes to show how mainstream this stuff is getting. It takes a lot for me to not go full autist whenever they bring up lookmaxxing or “BP” edits rofl.
Lookmaxes: Just 200 mgs of test, var preworkout here and there and 10 mgs of accutane rn and 1 mg of dut + RU. plus my skin care routine. Pretty lean too rn . Haven’t been too focused on looksmaxxing. Once I finish this semester I plan to go on a full cycle again and look into some other DIY looksmaxxes like Rejuran 1 and other stuff for skin. Potentially save for surgery but that seems at this point something that isn't attainable.
Girl one 10-04 White HTB 5.9 slavic.
Probably the most mog girl I've been with, met at a frat party. Super good body halo too. Went up to her blackout drunk and just started talking to her. Chilled with her the whole party and got her snap. She invited me back to her door, where we made out until I passed out in her bed. Went back to her dorm a second time, and her roommates walked in while I was fingermaxing her. She made me go hide in the bathroom while she distracted them. She came back to the bathroom to help me leave through a side door. She went to go grab my shoes. I forgot I was rocking the airforces plus lifts to fraud from 6.2 to 6.4. I was super fucked if she found out I was liftmaxxing. I larped that I through them in a weird spot so she wouldn’t be able to find them. She wasn’t buying it so I through her to the side and just grabbed my shoes while her roommates stared at me. She was kinda pissed but didn’t seem to think too much into it. I’ve been back to her dorm like two more times, don’t think she would let me slay unless I LTR’ed her. I am considering trying it, she meets all of the qualifications for me, one body count, white, and pretty smart for a foid. I just don’t know if I can fraud NT for a whole relationship.
Night two 10-09: I was on like 300 pregab and 70 baclofen plus a few vodka redbuls at this bar by my college. I had negative inhib and probably approached 20 girls that night and made out with 10. Felt so fucking chad that night. Ended up going back to this white mtb french bitche’s crib. Woke up the next morning being added in a group chat with two mtb’s asking for a threesome the night before. Would have been super mog but I was way to retarded to read me phone and figure out a way to get there.
Night three 10-17. Frat mixer with a sorority. Had maybe a fifth of vodka and took pulls from a different handle. Then I started stumbling over to a 3 psl and ended making out with her. This bitch was pretty ugly. Starting making out with her for like 20 minutes before dipping. She invited me over and I took 40 mgs of cialis. I ended up blacking out in my friend's car and not even making it in her house rofl.
Night four 10-22: Got a call from this random asian girl. She asked if she could come over. She comes over and I try to do my escalation method I do on every girl. She told me on the phone how hardship though I mogged like a million timed, but she was not receptive, proceeds to ask if I have autism and leaves. This is a major problem for me if a girl goes off script I have no clue how to recover. Ive observed that if i girl is to low iq then she can’t follow what I am saying and it is impossible for me to hold a conversation with her and it fucks me. If a girl is too high iq she can kinda tell that I’m going on a script that I use everytime and it's a turn off. I think being able to do it in the moment is kinda like a skill you either have or you don’t. If I have to go off script I’m pretty fucked.
TLDR: pretty mog month definitely need to take less drugs to be more cognizant when I go out. But talking to foids without making myself literally retarded at a bar or a party is the equivalent to being waterboarded, this is why I am considering an LTR. Problem is frauding nt enough to have her not think I am psychotic 2 weeks into the relationship. Any advice more than apperciated
I’ve been told like 5 times now I should be in a “BP” edit and I look like a looksmaxxer. Idk if it is just the autism paired with dedicating almost two years to ascending. A lot of the people in my frat namedrop clav all time too lol. Goes to show how mainstream this stuff is getting. It takes a lot for me to not go full autist whenever they bring up lookmaxxing or “BP” edits rofl.
Lookmaxes: Just 200 mgs of test, var preworkout here and there and 10 mgs of accutane rn and 1 mg of dut + RU. plus my skin care routine. Pretty lean too rn . Haven’t been too focused on looksmaxxing. Once I finish this semester I plan to go on a full cycle again and look into some other DIY looksmaxxes like Rejuran 1 and other stuff for skin. Potentially save for surgery but that seems at this point something that isn't attainable.
Girl one 10-04 White HTB 5.9 slavic.
Probably the most mog girl I've been with, met at a frat party. Super good body halo too. Went up to her blackout drunk and just started talking to her. Chilled with her the whole party and got her snap. She invited me back to her door, where we made out until I passed out in her bed. Went back to her dorm a second time, and her roommates walked in while I was fingermaxing her. She made me go hide in the bathroom while she distracted them. She came back to the bathroom to help me leave through a side door. She went to go grab my shoes. I forgot I was rocking the airforces plus lifts to fraud from 6.2 to 6.4. I was super fucked if she found out I was liftmaxxing. I larped that I through them in a weird spot so she wouldn’t be able to find them. She wasn’t buying it so I through her to the side and just grabbed my shoes while her roommates stared at me. She was kinda pissed but didn’t seem to think too much into it. I’ve been back to her dorm like two more times, don’t think she would let me slay unless I LTR’ed her. I am considering trying it, she meets all of the qualifications for me, one body count, white, and pretty smart for a foid. I just don’t know if I can fraud NT for a whole relationship.
Night two 10-09: I was on like 300 pregab and 70 baclofen plus a few vodka redbuls at this bar by my college. I had negative inhib and probably approached 20 girls that night and made out with 10. Felt so fucking chad that night. Ended up going back to this white mtb french bitche’s crib. Woke up the next morning being added in a group chat with two mtb’s asking for a threesome the night before. Would have been super mog but I was way to retarded to read me phone and figure out a way to get there.
Night three 10-17. Frat mixer with a sorority. Had maybe a fifth of vodka and took pulls from a different handle. Then I started stumbling over to a 3 psl and ended making out with her. This bitch was pretty ugly. Starting making out with her for like 20 minutes before dipping. She invited me over and I took 40 mgs of cialis. I ended up blacking out in my friend's car and not even making it in her house rofl.
Night four 10-22: Got a call from this random asian girl. She asked if she could come over. She comes over and I try to do my escalation method I do on every girl. She told me on the phone how hardship though I mogged like a million timed, but she was not receptive, proceeds to ask if I have autism and leaves. This is a major problem for me if a girl goes off script I have no clue how to recover. Ive observed that if i girl is to low iq then she can’t follow what I am saying and it is impossible for me to hold a conversation with her and it fucks me. If a girl is too high iq she can kinda tell that I’m going on a script that I use everytime and it's a turn off. I think being able to do it in the moment is kinda like a skill you either have or you don’t. If I have to go off script I’m pretty fucked.
TLDR: pretty mog month definitely need to take less drugs to be more cognizant when I go out. But talking to foids without making myself literally retarded at a bar or a party is the equivalent to being waterboarded, this is why I am considering an LTR. Problem is frauding nt enough to have her not think I am psychotic 2 weeks into the relationship. Any advice more than apperciated
