
shredded4summer
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Hello Im just gonna ramble cause Ive been kinda screwed for life and need advice this is gonna get some dnr but if you do read please give some advice love you all.
Im mentally struggling with school i got a shit ton of stress from exams and shit cause i never study even tho im in my last 2 years jfl.. i need to get a pretty decent grade, nothing crazy but yeah idk how to put in effort I dont feel like it. If anyone has any drug advice for that im willing to buy if you know a source. adderal and what not.
now time for the mentally ill rambling...
IOI 1
Random thing i remembered was about 1 year ago on the first day of school I was sitting by myself on a bench (truecel trait) I was in this school the year before however i made only 1 friend jfl i was insanely close to him but he wasnt there yet so i was by myself. These group of girl sitting on the other bench called me over and I went over like a pussy I should have said no or smth it would be TRUE dark triad moment ngl but yeah.
They thought i was new and i went along with it until they asked me why im alone then i said "im waiting for my friend" like a pussy. they were super confused to why im such a loser. but they started commenting on my looks and said I look similar to some disney charecter which is always a good sign i felt happy. this was when i was leanmaxxed. they were referencing some guy from atlantis and my jawline was pretty visible so that why i think (true wasp trait btw @Celestial Empire )
the girl that said this was a black girl
ogre
with insane body halo but i wasnt into her obviously jfl
IOI 2
One of the best IOIs is getting compared to someone especially a mogger celebrity or a tv character. the other time this happened was even more mogger tbh. I was in a dumb class with some ltb and she kept looking over at my and I accidentally made eye contact a couple times. Keep in mind this girl is literally 1-2 cm taller than me (manlet)
after class she asked for my ig then said i looked like river phenoix which was a big compliment at the time cause austin wayne said he wanted to look like him and i was a austin wayne fan when he was at like 1k subs.
CLUBBING IN SLUMBS OF MUMBAI
now that the tails from mumbai are over ill go over my recent clubbing experience. I took some inspo from my role model @Clavicular
(fella with nirvana shirt)
Peep the zygos holyyy
anyways i look very non nt as you can see but it was a pretty good night, normally I hate drinking but I had a couple shots this night and ngl that shit hit hard asf normally my tolerance is high but just ~300ml whisky fucked me up cause I was dehydrated asf with almost no food in me
Im in possibly one of the most geomaxxed areas, even tho i am a manlet I was taller than 90% of men which felt good and SMV wise it isnt even comparable. Some whore that was with her bf all night was giving me IOIs
Ascension Plan
I have a bottle of winstrol which is a goated cutting roid for teencels cause it increases DHT. When i get some test im gonna run it to get lean FINALLY. ive been stuck between 14-18% for maybe 2 years its genuinely terrible. every time i get lean my whole life just turns upside down and i start binging on raw milk. Atleast the benefit is that it goes to bone growth in my face
Other than leanmaxxing and physiquemaxxing I plan to clear up skin 100% with accutane
Hair can get better for sure it looks like a mess. if my next haircut fails im going to get a perm i fucking hate straight her
Drop some advice on studying boyos im fucked for my next test
Im mentally struggling with school i got a shit ton of stress from exams and shit cause i never study even tho im in my last 2 years jfl.. i need to get a pretty decent grade, nothing crazy but yeah idk how to put in effort I dont feel like it. If anyone has any drug advice for that im willing to buy if you know a source. adderal and what not.
now time for the mentally ill rambling...
IOI 1
Random thing i remembered was about 1 year ago on the first day of school I was sitting by myself on a bench (truecel trait) I was in this school the year before however i made only 1 friend jfl i was insanely close to him but he wasnt there yet so i was by myself. These group of girl sitting on the other bench called me over and I went over like a pussy I should have said no or smth it would be TRUE dark triad moment ngl but yeah.
They thought i was new and i went along with it until they asked me why im alone then i said "im waiting for my friend" like a pussy. they were super confused to why im such a loser. but they started commenting on my looks and said I look similar to some disney charecter which is always a good sign i felt happy. this was when i was leanmaxxed. they were referencing some guy from atlantis and my jawline was pretty visible so that why i think (true wasp trait btw @Celestial Empire )

the girl that said this was a black girl
IOI 2
One of the best IOIs is getting compared to someone especially a mogger celebrity or a tv character. the other time this happened was even more mogger tbh. I was in a dumb class with some ltb and she kept looking over at my and I accidentally made eye contact a couple times. Keep in mind this girl is literally 1-2 cm taller than me (manlet)
after class she asked for my ig then said i looked like river phenoix which was a big compliment at the time cause austin wayne said he wanted to look like him and i was a austin wayne fan when he was at like 1k subs.

CLUBBING IN SLUMBS OF MUMBAI
now that the tails from mumbai are over ill go over my recent clubbing experience. I took some inspo from my role model @Clavicular
(fella with nirvana shirt)
Peep the zygos holyyy
anyways i look very non nt as you can see but it was a pretty good night, normally I hate drinking but I had a couple shots this night and ngl that shit hit hard asf normally my tolerance is high but just ~300ml whisky fucked me up cause I was dehydrated asf with almost no food in me
Im in possibly one of the most geomaxxed areas, even tho i am a manlet I was taller than 90% of men which felt good and SMV wise it isnt even comparable. Some whore that was with her bf all night was giving me IOIs
Ascension Plan
I have a bottle of winstrol which is a goated cutting roid for teencels cause it increases DHT. When i get some test im gonna run it to get lean FINALLY. ive been stuck between 14-18% for maybe 2 years its genuinely terrible. every time i get lean my whole life just turns upside down and i start binging on raw milk. Atleast the benefit is that it goes to bone growth in my face
Other than leanmaxxing and physiquemaxxing I plan to clear up skin 100% with accutane
Hair can get better for sure it looks like a mess. if my next haircut fails im going to get a perm i fucking hate straight her
Drop some advice on studying boyos im fucked for my next test