Sleep deprived soy post

[g4rlic]

I look like yakuub. I'm actually not fearfully or wonderfully made. And it will only get fucking worse.

I am disgusting and sad to look at. Everyone is ashamed to associate with me. The only ppl who like me are the ppl who see me with a beanie on. I am unlikable and an embarrassment.

My life is a shitty comedy where the punchline is that I am always a chronic dissapointment. A dissapointment to my oneitis, to my family, to everyone that has known me before.

God made me with pure jesterdom and jokingness. And gave me a high appeal brother to rub in how obsolete I truly am.

I cant blame women for not liking me, I can't blame the ppl in my life for leaving me, I can't blame my family for making me who could've predicted I'd look the way I do, Noone else in my family does.

I choose to direct my anger at God. That's all I have.

 

[stribor]

I look like yakuub. I'm actually not fearfully or wonderfully made. And it will only get fucking worse.

I am disgusting and sad to look at. Everyone is ashamed to associate with me. The only ppl who like me are the ppl who see me with a beanie on. I am unlikable and an embarrassment.

My life is a shitty comedy where the punchline is that I am always a chronic dissapointment. A dissapointment to my oneitis, to my family, to everyone that has known me before.

God made me with pure jesterdom and jokingness. And gave me a high appeal brother to rub in how obsolete I truly am.

I cant blame women for not liking me, I can't blame the ppl in my life for leaving me, I can't blame my family for making me who could've predicted I'd look the way I do, Noone else in my family does.

I choose to direct my anger at God. That's all I have.

god doesnt exist nigga, try to cope more you are just an underdeveloped animal

 

[Wexilarious]

'el

 

[g4rlic]

god doesnt exist nigga, try to cope more you are just an underdeveloped animal

Ik. Maybe blaming nature will help me come to terms with it more and be more accepting

 

[g4rlic]

'el

Idk what that means but I agree

 

[Wexilarious]

Idk what that means but I agree

create natal chart and drop screenshot of planets inside circle here

 

[stribor]

Ik. Maybe blaming nature will help me come to terms with it more and be more accepting

much easier to accept that you are unappealing biologically to humans. everyone will die and every concious thought of you will simply not exist anymore. So not like it matters. Humans arent forever, nothing is.

 

[g4rlic]

much easier to accept that you are unappealing biologically to humans. everyone will die and every concious thought of you will simply not exist anymore. So not like it matters. Humans arent forever, nothing is.

Unironically kind of comforting. I already don't care much for ppl so apathy and acceptance works better than rage

 

[stribor]

Unironically kind of comforting. I already don't care much for ppl so apathy and acceptance works better than rage

even though we strive for acceptance from humans its not like opinions of other sentient concious beings actually changes your life in any way