sleeping is like torture to me

[piec]

Most days i will have very vivid dreams that feel like 5 years of life after which you feel like youve just exited a coma. Majority of these will be semi or full on nightmares, usually by the tone of being very disgusting, like cockroaches and maggots crawling on my skin. This is the first part, which lasts about 4 hours. The second is that i wake up in the middle of the night all sweaty and cold, desperately trying to fall asleep again. Sometimes it will work and i will have maybe 2-3 more of these cycles. Cases it doesnt work i have a full day of feeling like shit, trying not to fall asleep unless i want to fuck myself up for another night. Basically repeat the same every single day

 

[Neucher]

I never dream not even on Melatonin

 

[staton]

and i thought my dreams were bad simply cause i’ve never fucked a foid in one

 

[piec]

I never dream not even on Melatonin

i believe my extreme melatonin use is a part of this, but my other choice is basically not sleeping at all

 

[trying2ascend21]

I don't think that there has been a day in my life when I woke up refreshed and energized after sleeping

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

My dreams are good tbh

The last dream I had I dreamt that I lived in a neighborhood full of mansions and my best friend was Adam Devine and Sabrina carpenter was crushing on me

 

[lestoa]

I can't sleep without neurexan,phenibut and melanotin. I have terrible ocd and panic attacks which barely let me sleep at night

The stress that my ocd always causes is horrible, thats probably the main reason why my sleep is so messed up.

I started taking phenibut to fight the insane cortisol spikes, it helped me alot but you can easily get addicted to phenibut. The withdrawal of phenibut is horrible.

I could get my hands on Tavor which would easily let me sleep and cure my cortisol levels but i dont want to be a lifetime retard who needs drugs to sleep at night. So i will need to find a other alternative, preferably a way without drugs.

 

[Tusseleif]

Same, my dreams are very vivid after being on SSRI’s. They legit feel like I travel to another world and I can feel the time passing. I remember everything that happens.

Also falling asleep is boring as shit, so that’s another reason why I hate sleep and procrastinate it. It’s more fun being awake and doing shit

 

[jflkiefmaxxing]

I can't sleep without neurexan,phenibut and melanotin. I have terrible ocd and panic attacks which barely let me sleep at night

The stress that my ocd always causes is horrible, thats probably the main reason why my sleep is so messed up.

I started taking phenibut to fight the insane cortisol spikes, it helped me alot but you can easily get addicted to phenibut. The withdrawal of phenibut is horrible.

I could get my hands on Tavor which would easily let me sleep and cure my cortisol levels but i dont want to be a lifetime retard who needs drugs to sleep at night. So i will need to find an other alternative, preferably a way without drugs.

Where do you get your tavor from

 

[lestoa]

Where do you get your tavor from

irl

 

[Slow Apple Janitor]

dont use melatonin that shit is garbage, use agomelatine and overload on magnesium before you sleep.