Sleeping is so hard

[Apparition]

every day, i wake up in the middle of the night thinking about my oneitis.

the problem is that when im sleeping, my mental guard is down so the bitch just pops into my head and messes my sleep.

its so fucking annoying and in the morning i have to do some serious meditation to get myself going.

but i think i will get over it eventually, right? RIGHT????

 

[iloveboobs]

every day, i wake up in the middle of the night thinking about my oneitis.

the problem is that when im sleeping, my mental guard is down so the bitch just pops into my head and messes my sleep.

its so fucking annoying and in the morning i have to do some serious meditation to get myself going.

but i think i will get over it eventually, right? RIGHT????

you are lost bro its over

 

[serialcoper]

what meds?

 

[Apparition]

you are lost bro its over

i cant even talk with people anymore because i just live in my head trying my best to concentrate

 

[Apparition]

what meds?

i dont take any medication. unfortunately meds arent harmless, they fix one thing but break something else. kinda like women actually lol

 

[irkkedmulatto]

I had a panic attack yesterday night when I woke up

 

[serialcoper]

I had a panic attack yesterday night when I woke up

brutal, happens to me too

 

[Apparition]

I had a panic attack yesterday night when I woke up

this shit sucks so much.

 

[Darkeningstar]

I had a panic attack yesterday night when I woke up

brutal, happens to me too

this shit sucks so much.

I have a very hard time with panic attacks, I only had one and I found it funny so I haven't had them since. When do you get them?

 

[irkkedmulatto]

I have a very hard time with panic attacks, I only had one and I found it funny so I haven't had them since. When do you get them?

Idk they used to happen a lot when I was 14 , but then they stopped and now it just randomly appeared again

 

[serialcoper]

I have a very hard time with panic attacks, I only had one and I found it funny so I haven't had them since. When do you get them?

its very hard to explain but I get existential thoughts and palpitations

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

nigga just take melatonin if you can't sleep

 

[Apparition]

nigga just take melatonin if you can't sleep

the problem isnt that i dont fall asleep but waking up in the middle of the night

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

the problem isnt that i dont fall asleep but waking up in the middle of the night

never woke up over a woman, not even the ones I remember back from when I was young, only nightmares can wake me up

 

[Apparition]

never woke up over a woman, not even the ones I remember back from when I was young, only nightmares can wake me up

i hate this woman so much. she broke me in every way possible

 

[Lidian]

Nigga, it's a psychological problem, 1-2 therapy session and she won't be in your sleep again

 

[serialcoper]

the problem isnt that i dont fall asleep but waking up in the middle of the night

same.

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

i hate this woman so much. she broke me in every way possible

You got 3 choices, live like Guts and never be able to sleep, therapy(shits a scam). Or my personal favorite method called the "get back"

 

[Apparition]

You got 3 choices, live like Guts and never be able to sleep, therapy(shits a scam). Or my personal favorite method called the "get back"

im not sad over her. im sad over the fact that i gave up on a better girl and if i didnt i wouldnt have met this whore

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

im not sad over her. im sad over the fact that i gave up on a better girl and if i didnt i wouldnt have met this whore

Kinda reminds me of myself almost, made shitty romance choices in middle school +highschool, and now that I look back on it its like fuck. But at the end of the day it is what is it

 

[Apparition]

Kinda reminds me of myself almost, made shitty romance choices in middle school +highschool, and now that I look back on it its like fuck. But at the end of the day it is what is it

everything just gets more and more depressing

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

everything just gets more and more depressing

nah I look forward to the future, especially once I move out of my shithole country

 

[Apparition]

nah I look forward to the future, especially once I move out of my shithole country

i have nothing to look forward too because evertyhing ended long time ago

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

i have nothing to look forward too because evertyhing ended long time ago

people on here will say life ends after highschool with no romance, but I disagree. your life concludes in your 30s, you accomplish something then you're set for life, you achieve nothing and thats it for you

 

[Apparition]

people on here will say life ends after highschool with no romance, but I disagree.

not rly i met the love of my life at 24

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

not rly i met the love of my life at 24

old ahh

 

[Apparition]

old ahh

but i gave up on her because she didnt follow through with my expecations. then i thought i could do better and met a manipulative lesbo whore who hated me