slowly but surely i might start truly not caring about women or money and i think i'll rest easy for that

[future slavic chad]

ofc life will always be ass, but i feel a sort of relief when i dont care how women see me, or comparing my bank account

 

[future slavic chad]

not on no monk shit either, but the chase has always been an illusion lets me real. if you know any basic human psychology you'll undertsand

 

[future slavic chad]

i've been very consumed with all this ego stuff, and it still got me nowhere. fuck it...fuck everything

 

[future slavic chad]

im probably gaslighting myself, i'll still care.

 

[future slavic chad]

i love talking to myself, hopefully some retard autist sees this

 

[future slavic chad]

i wish i didnt have to care, but the endless boredom will get to me