Smoking kills my depression

[Deleted member 15827]

But I can't smoke cos live with parents. Where to go smoke? I will be off to uni soon I'll buy vape and go. Good plan? And vodka helps me do philosophy

 

[BigBiceps]

Smoking kills your dick

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Smoking kills your dick

I don't care

 

[Sphinx]

But I can't smoke cos live with parents

You don't have your own room? Just admit to them that you're addicted (even if you're not) and get over with it. I smoke and there's nothing they can do about it. Only solution is to kick me out the house which is harsh. All or nothing boyo

 

[Sphinx]

Smoking kills your dick

I wish.

 

[getra]

Smoking kills your dick

Smoking weed enlarges your dick srs

 

[BigBiceps]

Smoking weed enlarges your dick srs

Gigacope

 

[getra]

Smoking weed enlarges your dick srs

Whereas smoking nic can temporarily shrink your dick since it thins out blood cells. Go ahead and ugh react my shit though.

 

[getra]

Gigacope

It’s a cope for PEDcels cause (no homo) my erections were way stronger and I could last longer compared to my sober state.

 

[Deleted member 15917]

But I can't smoke cos live with parents. Where to go smoke? I will be off to uni soon I'll buy vape and go. Good plan? And vodka helps me do philosophy

Eventhough I still live with my mother, I smoke in front of her and she doesn't give a shit now, I was somehow able to convince her to let me smoke by gaslighting her into thinking she is doing me more harm than good by objecting to my smoking habit. I remember the time when I used to hide my pack of cigarettes outside home and wait for her to sleep so that I can sneak up to the roof of our apartment complex, smoke a couple of cigs then come back down and take a shower to get rid of the stench, this tactic worked for a while but then one day I was caught after she woke up at midnight for some reason and saw me coming from outside with smoke stench, she freaked out after she discovered that I was smoking and that's when I gaslighted her, told she is a failure of a mother, stormed outside the apartment, and threatened her that I will not come back home again. After about 5 or 6 hours it was morning already, she called me and started crying, begging me to come back home, she was not used to me staying outside home for hours during midnight and dawn, she sees me as a weak beta male but she still unconditionally loved me, so she genuinely thought I was gonna get murked by some thug or some shit or that I was going to harm myself. After that I came back home and explained to her that I need to smoke because it helps me cope and that she needs to stop being paranoid because it's ruining my life. Days passed since the incident and now I smoke a pack a day, in front of her and she doesn't care anymore. A lot of times I feel like utter shit for manipulating her kindness and unconditional love for me to satisfy and fulfill my ill habits, she's the only foid that loves and cares for me in this world yet I treat her badly.

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Eventhough I still live with my mother, I smoke in front of her and she doesn't give a shit now, I was somehow able to convince her to let me smoke by gaslighting her into thinking she is doing me more harm than good by objecting to my smoking habit. I remember the time when I used to hide my pack of cigarettes outside home and wait for her to sleep so that I can sneak up to the roof of our apartment complex, smoke a couple of cigs then come back down and take a shower to get rid of the stench, this tactic worked for a while but then one day I was caught after she woke up at midnight for some reason and saw me coming from outside with smoke stench, she freaked out after she discovered that I was smoking and that's when I gaslighted her, told she is a failure of a mother, stormed outside the apartment, and threatened her that I will not come back home again. After about 5 or 6 hours it was morning already, she called me and started crying, begging me to come back home, she was not used to me staying outside home for hours during midnight and dawn, she sees me as a weak beta male but she still unconditionally loved me, so she genuinely thought I was gonna get murked by some thug or some shit or that I was going to harm myself. After that I came back home and explained to her that I need to smoke because it helps me cope and that she needs to stop being paranoid because it's ruining my life. Days passed since the incident and now I smoke a pack a day, in front of her and she doesn't care anymore. A lot of times I feel like utter shit for manipulating her kindness and unconditional love for me to satisfy and fulfill my ill habits, she's the only foid that loves and cares for me in this world yet I treat her badly.

Nice

 

[.*my*.]

Eventhough I still live with my mother, I smoke in front of her and she doesn't give a shit now, I was somehow able to convince her to let me smoke by gaslighting her into thinking she is doing me more harm than good by objecting to my smoking habit. I remember the time when I used to hide my pack of cigarettes outside home and wait for her to sleep so that I can sneak up to the roof of our apartment complex, smoke a couple of cigs then come back down and take a shower to get rid of the stench, this tactic worked for a while but then one day I was caught after she woke up at midnight for some reason and saw me coming from outside with smoke stench, she freaked out after she discovered that I was smoking and that's when I gaslighted her, told she is a failure of a mother, stormed outside the apartment, and threatened her that I will not come back home again. After about 5 or 6 hours it was morning already, she called me and started crying, begging me to come back home, she was not used to me staying outside home for hours during midnight and dawn, she sees me as a weak beta male but she still unconditionally loved me, so she genuinely thought I was gonna get murked by some thug or some shit or that I was going to harm myself. After that I came back home and explained to her that I need to smoke because it helps me cope and that she needs to stop being paranoid because it's ruining my life. Days passed since the incident and now I smoke a pack a day, in front of her and she doesn't care anymore. A lot of times I feel like utter shit for manipulating her kindness and unconditional love for me to satisfy and fulfill my ill habits, she's the only foid that loves and cares for me in this world yet I treat her badly.

What a messed up life huh? And also your mother doesn't love you, stop believing that shit. If she loved you then you wouldn't be a smoker and a "gaslighter". Women don't have love period. Especially if your mother isn't getting love from her husband and her father then she definitely doesn't have love.

 

[Ricochet]

Smoking is a looksmin and lifemin

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Smoking is a looksmin and lifemin

Dc it's cool

 

[Ricochet]

Dc it's cool

Only smoke with other people in a social setting. Then slowly phase it out to stop it. Smoking by yourself ain't cool.

 

[.*my*.]

Dc it's cool

I quit about a month ago and I can't smoke since for some reason. I was kind of feeling down today so I bought a pack and decided to smoke it with a bottle of vodka but I couldn't finish the cigarette. I also wasn't able to drink more than 1 drink.

Maybe it has something to do with this covid shit since my taste and smell has been fucked up.

 

[Deleted member 15917]

What a messed up life huh? And also your mother doesn't love you, stop believing that shit. If she loved you then you wouldn't be a smoker and a "gaslighter". Women don't have love period. Especially if your mother isn't getting love from her husband and her father then she definitely doesn't have love.

No she loves me, otherwise she wouldn't spoil me, feed me, pay my college bills, and buy me clothes when I'm a 20 year old adult who's supposed to be working and providing for the house, I'm a lazy lard ass nigger yet she still has faith in me. If she really hated me she would've abandoned me, left my subhuman ass to rot, and went to marry chad or some rich betabuxxer.

 

[.*my*.]

No she loves me, otherwise she wouldn't spoil me, feed me, pay my college bills, and buy me clothes when I'm a 20 year old adult who's supposed to be working and providing for the house, I'm a lazy lard ass nigger yet she still has faith in me. If she really hated me she would've abandoned me, left my subhuman ass to rot, and went to marry chad or some rich betabuxxer.

Dude, rich betabuxxers don't marry old, crazy women.

Your mom doesn't love you exactly because she is spoiling you instead of putting her foot down. She is very insecure so she has to impose her will on you and use you as a son husband. Don't fool yourself.

 

[.*my*.]

No she loves me, otherwise she wouldn't spoil me, feed me, pay my college bills, and buy me clothes when I'm a 20 year old adult who's supposed to be working and providing for the house, I'm a lazy lard ass nigger yet she still has faith in me. If she really hated me she would've abandoned me, left my subhuman ass to rot, and went to marry chad or some rich betabuxxer.

You're not supposed to be "providing" for the house, that's the job of her husband who she clearly ran off or divorced

 

[Deleted member 15917]

Dude, rich betabuxxers don't marry old, crazy women.

Your mom doesn't love you exactly because she is spoiling you instead of putting her foot down. She is very insecure so she has to impose her will on you and use you as a son husband. Don't fool yourself.

My mother is not that old, she's in her mid 30s (38) and countless rich saudi men proposed to her yet she turned them down. At that age she still has a chance with older chads and single desperate beta providers. Also she doesn't impose her will on me, at least 95% of the time. The only time she tried to impose her will on me was when I'm doing something that harms me, like when she found out that I was smoking (literally every other mother does the same).

 

[Morbidlife]

Smoking kills your dick

This is fucking legit.

 

[.*my*.]

My mother is not that old, she's in her mid 30s (38) and countless rich saudi men proposed to her yet she turned them down. At that age she still has a chance with older chads and single desperate beta providers. Also she doesn't impose her will on me, at least 95% of the time. The only time she tried to impose her will on me was when I'm doing something that harms me, like when she found out that I was smoking (literally every other mother does the same).

You're being deceptive. No man in his right mind (especially if he's successful) would marry a 38 old with children. And the reason is because 99% of women want rich men, so that rich man can find a 25 year old with no children and no attitude who can give him 2-3 babies.

Anyway you're blind about the truth of women. If you want to know the reality you should look up single mother household statistics. Most people in prison grew up with just their mom, and they end up in prison because their mothers screw them up, just like your mother screwed you up and made you angry, causing you to smoke and gaslight.

 

[Deleted member 15917]

You're not supposed to be "providing" for the house, that's the job of her husband who she clearly ran off or divorced

In the middle east it's the cultural norm that men who are above 16 should provide for the house

 

[Deleted member 6825]

But I can't smoke cos live with parents. Where to go smoke? I will be off to uni soon I'll buy vape and go. Good plan? And vodka helps me do philosophy

Smoking kills your hair , but yeah it helps to cope with mental problems

 

[Deleted member 15917]

You're being deceptive. No man in his right mind (especially if he's successful) would marry a 38 old with children. And the reason is because 99% of women want rich men, so that rich man can find a 25 year old with no children and no attitude who can give him 2-3 babies.

No what I meant is that she could lie to a man that she doesn't have children, marry him, and leave me behind.

just like your mother screwed you up and made you angry, causing you to smoke and gaslight.

I smoke and gaslight because I'm khhv who still can't get laid at 20 and because I was treated like shit from other people, not from my mother.

 

[.*my*.]

No what I meant is that she could lie to a man that she doesn't have children, marry him, and leave me behind.

I smoke and gaslight because I'm khhv who still can't get laid at 20 and because I was treated like shit from other people, not from my mother.

That doesn't change anything. No normal man would marry a 38 year old woman. Even without children.

 

[Deleted member 15917]

That doesn't change anything. No normal man would marry a 38 year old woman. Even without children.

So that means women lose all their smv above the age of 35?