smt i wrote my ex recently

[belowavgheight]

this is probably dnr idrc though j wanted to get it out

if yall are looking for reasons not to get into a relationship let this be one

i don’t understand it

you make new accounts

you call me off random numbers

you make me unblock you

you come up to me in real life

why can’t you just stop

i’m being a dick to you

why don’t you hate me

let me forget you

let me forget us

let me forget about the places we went

the memories we made

the things we did that we weren’t supposed to be doing

how i couldn’t stay off of you at all

i quit what i loved most for you

i thought you were worth it

you gave me nothing

i would have learned these lessons with or without you



i hate you

you ruined me

as if the other ones hadn’t

if i had a time machine i’d go back and kill myself before we met each-other because all the pain from hanging myself would be a fraction of what you inflicted on me

what made you come here

why didn’t i leave sooner

stay away from my house

let me live

you never have and you never will

that’s it i’ll stop wallowing in my sadness now

 

[ragingmanlet]