
TheVoidInside
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i went to a hypercompetitive school as a non competitive person so i never made any friends there.
then, in college, i was around people who were passionate about their science meanwhile i wasnt that into it.
so, from one side, i had all these neurotic nerds with their ambitons while from the other side, there was that girl who had no goals whatsoever and never worked in her life either.
she was a rly bad influence and i had no good influence against it. on top of everything, my parents didnt understand me, they just let me do whatever i felt like it so i wasted 4 years in college chasing 1 bad bitch LOL.
i had nothing, i had no guidance, i had no people who were like myself. People without big dreams who would rather have two small incomes from two jobs than a high salary from something more ambitious.
By the time i met people like myself, it was too fucking late. Its insane how much time i wasted beating the air simply because there wasnt anyone to point me to the right direction.
then, in college, i was around people who were passionate about their science meanwhile i wasnt that into it.
so, from one side, i had all these neurotic nerds with their ambitons while from the other side, there was that girl who had no goals whatsoever and never worked in her life either.
she was a rly bad influence and i had no good influence against it. on top of everything, my parents didnt understand me, they just let me do whatever i felt like it so i wasted 4 years in college chasing 1 bad bitch LOL.
i had nothing, i had no guidance, i had no people who were like myself. People without big dreams who would rather have two small incomes from two jobs than a high salary from something more ambitious.
By the time i met people like myself, it was too fucking late. Its insane how much time i wasted beating the air simply because there wasnt anyone to point me to the right direction.