So Much Yet Nothing Can Happen In Such A Short Amount Of Time.

[InanimatePragmatist]

I was visited by a girl I knew pretty well. I do not mind her yet I do not love her either. Yet something about the kiss I was given. It was odd. For a slip of a moment I felt alive yet completely dead at the same time. It left me dumbfounded as I have not really been around others for a good while. I later listened to some music. Again it reminded me of the past of course, what else would it. Not just the past but my strongest memories of the past were the hopes I had back then.

I will refuse to go into what they were but they were very simple, nice and achievable yet man's arrogance refuted me as always as did the normalcy of the masses. I never feel anything, barely anything but when I get that feeling. I do not know how to describe it. It is the feeling you get when you know, or at least think things will go better or at least go in your way. A better future not just for yourself but for the other people you once cared about too. For me I did not ask for much. I only asked for people to meet up more often and put aside personal ideals to enjoy a bbq or just a basic hang out. I do not know what I am rambling about anymore. I just felt this feeling I have not for a long long time. I hate nostalgia.

Does anyone share a dislike to nostalgia?

 

[Thief]

 

[Сигма Бой]

Aze so nostalgic of deez prime Skibidi Toilet days.

 

[Сигма Бой]

@Debetro biggest lurker on this forum.

 

[iblamegenetics-]

I was visited by a girl I knew pretty well. I do not mind her yet I do not love her either. Yet something about the kiss I was given. It was odd. For a slip of a moment I felt alive yet completely dead at the same time. It left me dumbfounded as I have not really been around others for a good while. I later listened to some music. Again it reminded me of the past of course, what else would it. Not just the past but my strongest memories of the past were the hopes I had back then.

I will refuse to go into what they were but they were very simple, nice and achievable yet man's arrogance refuted me as always as did the normalcy of the masses. I never feel anything, barely anything but when I get that feeling. I do not know how to describe it. It is the feeling you get when you know, or at least think things will go better or at least go in your way. A better future not just for yourself but for the other people you once cared about too. For me I did not ask for much. I only asked for people to meet up more often and put aside personal ideals to enjoy a bbq or just a basic hang out. I do not know what I am rambling about anymore. I just felt this feeling I have not for a long long time. I hate nostalgia.

Does anyone share a dislike to nostalgia?

i think nostalgia will end me one day a minute im happy and then it hits me especially now thats its the last year in school idk sometimes i cant sleep bc of it

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

i think nostalgia will end me one day a minute im happy and then it hits me especially now thats its the last year in school idk sometimes i cant sleep bc of it

Agreed. It is why I wish to never feel true intimacy or closeness with anyone. I think it would break my sanity trying to comprehend it.

 

[LTNUser]

@Debetro biggest lurker on this forum.

Nah,there are more people who lurk more often than he does

 

[iblamegenetics-]

Agreed. It is why I wish to never feel true intimacy or closeness with anyone. I think it would break my sanity trying to comprehend it.

yeah honestly for me my parents told me ive been like this since young i cant appreciate good things bc they happened rather i cry bc it ended