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Marsik
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I've always had social anxiety and as I'm getting older my anxiety is decreasing bit by bit, but it's still at an extreme level.
When I want to make an doctors appointment, it usually takes three weeks until I finally have the courage to call, and when I do, I'm obviously nervous as hell and end the call as soon as possible.
I recently started playing Fortnite because of my little brother but started to enjoy it myself.
Yesterday I was in a few rounds, every person was sympathetic and chill, but I couldn't manage to get one word out even though they tried to make me part of their conversation and team play.
Social anxiety is #1 reason for inceldom when it's that extreme. I'm ugly too, but that's probably not even the reason I'm a virgin as I've been on awkward dates and rejected date offers because of anxiety.
And there's no cure for social anxiety. I never really learned how to talk without sounding boring and Uncharismatic. Drugs like phenibut may take away some anxiety, but they don't give me the capability of being talkative and talking like a normie
Pretty sure in my case it was caused by me being truecel in my formative years, because i remember so many moments where if only i looked better i would be allowed to do certain things socially. And now i am in my 20's socially crippled loser, even though i ascended physically
This life is not worth living it
@Manletmachine @Gonthar @JudgeandJury @Ketamine @tents
When I want to make an doctors appointment, it usually takes three weeks until I finally have the courage to call, and when I do, I'm obviously nervous as hell and end the call as soon as possible.
I recently started playing Fortnite because of my little brother but started to enjoy it myself.
Yesterday I was in a few rounds, every person was sympathetic and chill, but I couldn't manage to get one word out even though they tried to make me part of their conversation and team play.
Social anxiety is #1 reason for inceldom when it's that extreme. I'm ugly too, but that's probably not even the reason I'm a virgin as I've been on awkward dates and rejected date offers because of anxiety.
And there's no cure for social anxiety. I never really learned how to talk without sounding boring and Uncharismatic. Drugs like phenibut may take away some anxiety, but they don't give me the capability of being talkative and talking like a normie
Pretty sure in my case it was caused by me being truecel in my formative years, because i remember so many moments where if only i looked better i would be allowed to do certain things socially. And now i am in my 20's socially crippled loser, even though i ascended physically
This life is not worth living it
@Manletmachine @Gonthar @JudgeandJury @Ketamine @tents