Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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For lots of years, i was trying to find a replacement for a chubby goth girl i had given up on back in 2020.
At some point i met a girl that was good looking and seemed to be sensitive so i clinged on to her for a while.
But eventually she turned out to be trash and tbh, if she wasnt, she wouldnt have treated me the way she did anyway.
Then i tried meeting other girls, capitalizing on common interests but it never worked because they were too unattractive and braindead.
Now im left with nothing and barely feel anything anymore. This long quest of trying to replace whats gone took a lot out of me ig.
At some point i met a girl that was good looking and seemed to be sensitive so i clinged on to her for a while.
But eventually she turned out to be trash and tbh, if she wasnt, she wouldnt have treated me the way she did anyway.
Then i tried meeting other girls, capitalizing on common interests but it never worked because they were too unattractive and braindead.
Now im left with nothing and barely feel anything anymore. This long quest of trying to replace whats gone took a lot out of me ig.
