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So essentially I realized I'm ugly as fuck. I was looking in the mirror and said to myself "fuck bro I'm a literal ogre".
From that moment on I went outside to see all the Normies talking to girls outside and I was like...fuck man this is to brutal. I told my friend "I'm going to sit down". I found the only bench in the shade and sat down on the corner of it.
Next thing I know some foid I don't even remember seeing comes and sits at the end of the bench. I thought "damn I better say something or this will get awkward fast" so I just said "hello" and she responded "sorry to be weird this is just the only bench in the shade".
I thought to myself "ok that's a normal response" and just continued looking forward and thinking about the blackpill. I was the only person in this crowd of normies not talking to anyone else, just sitting by myself not on my phone either, just looking into the distance.
Next thing I know this girl quickly slides sideways until we are close as fuck. I'm thought "what the fuck lol" because it was COMPLETELY random and she moved close as fuck to me, like close as physically possible without literally touching me.
I then said awkwardly "is it hot or something over there?" And she said "yes" and I was like "ah".
Keep in mind I'm a literal fucking aspie around women and so this was THE MOST awkward conversation ever. I didn't know what the fuck to say so I just kept asking random bullshit questions and she seemed interested to talk because she just sat there talking to me.
After I couldn't think of shit to say I accidentally kicked the fucking bench and said "oops" in an awkward as fuck manner and she responded "it actually kinda makes it better" and I was like "wtf".
I then asked "why aren't you out talking to people" and she responded "why aren't YOU out talking to people" and I responded that I'm an introvert and she said she was too. I was at the whole time thinking wtf ok...
When we both had to get up and leave she tried staying near me, I suppose to get on the bus seat next to me when we got on. Unfortunately she got separated but I saw her later on looking at me. Fuck bro. She's the only foid without 8 million simps following her and she mogs both me and the other beckies to death.
I literally don't understand it. I can't comprehend it. Does this girl have a height fetish or some shit? I'm literally the ONLY tall MF in a sea of 5'10 normies so I think that's the reason. I'm like 6'6" in the boots I have to wear and I wear inserts to make the boots comfortable.
Someone please explain. Also I haven't jacked off in literally 2 months so someone tell me what to do. I'm going to see this girl tomorrow I think as well.
From that moment on I went outside to see all the Normies talking to girls outside and I was like...fuck man this is to brutal. I told my friend "I'm going to sit down". I found the only bench in the shade and sat down on the corner of it.
Next thing I know some foid I don't even remember seeing comes and sits at the end of the bench. I thought "damn I better say something or this will get awkward fast" so I just said "hello" and she responded "sorry to be weird this is just the only bench in the shade".
I thought to myself "ok that's a normal response" and just continued looking forward and thinking about the blackpill. I was the only person in this crowd of normies not talking to anyone else, just sitting by myself not on my phone either, just looking into the distance.
Next thing I know this girl quickly slides sideways until we are close as fuck. I'm thought "what the fuck lol" because it was COMPLETELY random and she moved close as fuck to me, like close as physically possible without literally touching me.
I then said awkwardly "is it hot or something over there?" And she said "yes" and I was like "ah".
Keep in mind I'm a literal fucking aspie around women and so this was THE MOST awkward conversation ever. I didn't know what the fuck to say so I just kept asking random bullshit questions and she seemed interested to talk because she just sat there talking to me.
After I couldn't think of shit to say I accidentally kicked the fucking bench and said "oops" in an awkward as fuck manner and she responded "it actually kinda makes it better" and I was like "wtf".
I then asked "why aren't you out talking to people" and she responded "why aren't YOU out talking to people" and I responded that I'm an introvert and she said she was too. I was at the whole time thinking wtf ok...
When we both had to get up and leave she tried staying near me, I suppose to get on the bus seat next to me when we got on. Unfortunately she got separated but I saw her later on looking at me. Fuck bro. She's the only foid without 8 million simps following her and she mogs both me and the other beckies to death.
I literally don't understand it. I can't comprehend it. Does this girl have a height fetish or some shit? I'm literally the ONLY tall MF in a sea of 5'10 normies so I think that's the reason. I'm like 6'6" in the boots I have to wear and I wear inserts to make the boots comfortable.
Someone please explain. Also I haven't jacked off in literally 2 months so someone tell me what to do. I'm going to see this girl tomorrow I think as well.
