Someone at my school showed my .org posts to admin, probably the end of my era

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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
 
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brutal might have to delete
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
Im sorry to tell you, its over
 
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Delete asap bro see if the mods can delete you faster than a week
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
Oh my bad dude I was just trying to help you. I mean I can give you a McDonald’s gift card for like 10$. Will that compensate everything?
 
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brutal shit

wish the best for you as always man
 
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Deactivate tiktok and turn off people being able to view your profile on here until it blows over
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
delete or deactivate before its too late
 
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It’s so ironic that I had no reason to take my own life before but him doing that shit to me gave me a bigger one than I’ve probably ever had
 
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Are you able to delete everything uve ever posted or nah
 
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Hope it goes well with you bro, also fuck the retard that leaked your account to the school
The fact that it’s someone at my school means that if I find out who it is I can get revenge pretty easily
 
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And you make a post confessing all the acts they can punish you for??
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
Over for you. Tell mods to delete this account immediately
 
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And you making a post confessing all the acts they can punish you for??
You know I didn’t rly think of it like that
 
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they could never understand how brutal it gets out here 😔

i hope they dont take your drugs away 🥺
 
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It’s so ironic that I had no reason to take my own life before but him doing that shit to me gave me a bigger one than I’ve probably ever had
the last thing you should ever do is let those personification of shit normies win
 
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Whoa how'd these classmates even find you?

I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Oh.
 
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fight him
 
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they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes
this part wasnt great to include in

since it's your most recent thread and they'll see this first if they check
 
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they could never understand how brutal it gets out here 😔

i hope they dont take your drugs away 🥺
Yea I’ve been on test for over a year non stop I’m fully dependent
 
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this part wasnt great to include in

since it's your most recent thread and they'll see this first if they check
School admin would need an account to use the search feature wouldn’t they
 
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nigga imma miss u but deleting (if possible) and disassociating from wbs is for the best, it’s also why it’s risky to have a direct connection from this site to your face and IRL information, so for greyfags who wanna post their faces, take this as a warning
 
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fight him
Yea I can’t say what I’m gonna do when I find him since they may use it against me but he’s not snitching on anyone ever again and the jail is going from a possibility to a certainty
 
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School admin would need an account to use the search feature wouldn’t they
Inb4 mods get a join request 'hello im a teacher at ****** I believe there's a student here I need to analyse'
 
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Did you tell anyone irl about this acc?
 
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nigga imma miss u but this is for the best, it’s also why it’s risky to have a direct connection from this site to your face and IRL information, so for greyfags who wanna post their faces, take this as a warning
Yea I wonder if this will end of on r/incel tears they can make fun of every bad choice I’ve made since 8/29/23 when I made this account and posted my face on here
 
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Yea I wonder if this will end of on r/incel tears they can make fun of every bad choice I’ve made since 8/29/23 when I made this account and posted my face on here
people on that site are actual braindead subhumans, and so is most of reddit, i wouldn’t worry about that in specific
 
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who was the snitcher
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
Holy fucking shit, is everyone relatives finding out about this forum??? Also I’m deleting soon as well. This shit ruined my familial relationships
 
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:Bruh:
How the fuck did they find your school and identity
No nigga it was someone at my school who found this account not someone on here who found my school
 
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Could be the end I’m not gonna lie, i hope my old friends and mutuals read this post

So my dad gets home, he tells me to sit down and looks all serious and pissed off. He says he got a call from the school resource officer and administrators that a student came to them concerned because they thought I was gonna take my own life over posts on a forum called looksmax.org. So he asks me if I know the website and I’m like yea I was pretty active about a year ago on it. And then he asks when’s the last time I’ve posted, if I’ve posted abt killing myself, and to see my posts. Obviously I don’t show him any posts and lie my ass off saying it’s about fitness.

I tried explaining to him that no one is actually worried about me and I’m being targeted, he dosent believe me at all because he thinks everyone except me is morally good and the world is amazing. I imagine the next time I get to school I’ll be called into the office immediately and they will talk to me about it. Now I’m trying to fiqure out what I should do.

I think the best play is to stay calm I have atleast 2 days (might get more since there’s snow coming) till I have to be at school. Since I’ve posted some genuinely horrendous things which could easily end in my house getting raided, being expelled, being sent to a mental hospital, being sent to jail, my parents stripping me of everything I own and kicking me out, all my “friends” and everyone else that knows me hating me, or maybe worse if things go bad.

My goals right now are to A: convince my parents and school I don’t want to take my own life so I don’t end up in a mental hospital. B: pray they don’t find my posts about fucking random girls and heavy drug abuse from alcohol, weed, and coke to heavy anabolics and peptides. C: pray the Feds don’t raid my house due to “terror threats” aka the thousands of ER jokes and give me the davidlaidisme67 treatment jfl. And finally D: pray the people I’ve posted about or my other peers don’t find stuff which would surely result in horrific bullying and social isolation due to how bad some of it is. I’m basically forced to deny everything but everyone will know I’m lying and it’s me.

Honestly I loved this forum I started getting really into it like November of 2024 and found so many people I felt were friends. I often posted rants about people when something bad happened and I couldn’t tell anyone in my life how I felt or how my “friends” had done horrible things. I posted when I was sad about my life and when things went well being one of the most transparent users about what I really thought, and now that very same complete honestly is backfiring on me. I saw this as the only place I could be real about frustration and suffering in life as someone lacking social and romantic connections. Part of me hopes my peers and family will find everything and know how I really felt and what my life was like all along if I do something or I go to jail but I will likely wipe my phone and computer before Monday and completely deny any allegations against me. I really hope this somehow blows over but I know deep down there’s no way I’ll get off that easy. This is roughly my 12,000th post on this forum and honestly I loved every one of them but it’s nearing the end of my online journey. I went from .org rotter to partially ascend TikTok micro-celebrity in a solid 10 months and now after slowly falling off it’s all going to go away.

Ps, if ur the guy at my school that did this shit you better pray I don’t figure out who you are. Every device I have will be wiped on February first to cover connections to this site and my TikTok page, I have no idea what the logins are but maybe I’ll be back one day.
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it’s wraps bro good luck
 
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