Someone can help ?

[UnabomberJunior]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

 

[n0rthface]

Didn’t read

 

[Vermilioncore]

Give up and let death come for you. That’s my advice

 

[LookmaxBlau]

 

[Toth's thot]

its over if your main goal is to have a gf

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@thickdickdaddy27 @VicMackey @Idontknowlol @Beetlejuice @Boldandbeautiful @Prodigal Son @Anchor_Ship @Alibaba69 @traveler @Bitch @Enkidu @ItisOver @FailedNormieManlet @Trance @Shrek2OnDvD @Vex @Hades @PrisonBreakFan08 @Stopping@Nothing19
@thickdickdaddy27 @VicMackey @Idontknowlol @Beetlejuice @Boldandbeautiful @Prodigal Son @Anchor_Ship @Alibaba69 @traveler @Bitch @Enkidu @ItisOver @FailedNormieManlet @Trance @Shrek2OnDvD @Vex @Hades @PrisonBreakFan08 @Stopping@Nothing19

 

[Deleted member 16346]

OP singing 'if you're happy and you know it'

 

[Deleted member 15669]

im 17 i feel exactly the way u do just start injecting roids tbh

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@aBetterMii @Lasko123 @Sphinx @masaka @DivineBeing @MarkCorrigan @rrrrrr8526 @SubhumanCurrycel @DrTony @Need2Ascend @thereallegend @Sphinx @Entschuldigung @anactualdude @Berserk @Jmpace52

 

[Bitch]

Hanging out with friends can unironically make you feel happier and prouder about yourself, sounds cliche but it's true

It's much easier to make friends than it is to get a girlfriend, so I'd recommend you to try making friends first, then once you are already in some type of a social circle start looking for girls.

Tinder and IG ain't it if you're not a chad/chadlite, social circles are the only way to get a gf for normies and below. And focus on the MMA if you like it, also gym, which most people would say is cope without roids, but you're doing it for strength and self-esteem aswell rather than just for looks.

 

[UnabomberJunior]

Hanging out with friends can unironically make you feel happier and prouder about yourself, sounds cliche but it's true

It's much easier to make friends than it is to get a girlfriend, so I'd recommend you to try making friends first, then once you are already in some type of a social circle start looking for girls.

Tinder and IG ain't it if you're not a chad/chadlite, social circles are the only way to get a gf for normies and below. And focus on the MMA if you like it, also gym, which most people would say is cope without roids, but you're doing it for strength and self-esteem aswell rather than just for looks.

sorry but i don t want sex/hook ups, and not friends, but thanks

 

[Hades]

None of that essay matters if you have a big dick. No big dick = over.

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@OldVirgin @runescapeaddict1996 @LookmaxBlau @Collagen or rope @GandyIsNormie @Magical Apple @stevielake @Paroxysm @pretty boy @Octillionaire3 @TeraCope54 @traveler @Jmpace52
@OldVirgin @runescapeaddict1996 @LookmaxBlau @Collagen or rope @GandyIsNormie @Magical Apple @stevielake @Paroxysm @pretty boy @Octillionaire3 @TeraCope54 @traveler @Jmpace52

 

[Deleted member 17174]

• free and total testosterone
• TSH
• estradiol
• cortisol

get a quick panel blood test of these and upload the results and ping me

 

[UnabomberJunior]

• free and total testosterone
• TSH
• estradiol
• cortisol

get a quick panel blood test of these and upload the results and ping me

I have high test, i have a very muscular body, not about that

 

[anactualdude]

@thickdickdaddy27 @VicMackey @Idontknowlol @Beetlejuice @Boldandbeautiful @Prodigal Son @Anchor_Ship @Alibaba69 @traveler @Bitch @Enkidu @ItisOver @FailedNormieManlet @Trance @Shrek2OnDvD @Vex @Hades @PrisonBreakFan08 @Stopping@Nothing19
@thickdickdaddy27 @VicMackey @Idontknowlol @Beetlejuice @Boldandbeautiful @Prodigal Son @Anchor_Ship @Alibaba69 @traveler @Bitch @Enkidu @ItisOver @FailedNormieManlet @Trance @Shrek2OnDvD @Vex @Hades @PrisonBreakFan08 @Stopping@Nothing19

Damn, this thread is a bunch of little edgelords. Listen man, if you think a girl is going to solve that then think again. You need to start loving yourself. That’s your problem. You have a lot of unresolved childhood trauma. My advice? See a therapist. My life isn’t nearly as challenging as yours yet I go once per month. Talking to someone objective who doesn’t judge helps so much man.

 

[UnabomberJunior]

Damn, this thread is a bunch of little edgelords. Listen man, if you think a girl is going to solve that then think again. You need to start loving yourself. That’s your problem. You have a lot of unresolved childhood trauma. My advice? See a therapist. My life isn’t nearly as challenging as yours yet I go once per month. Talking to someone objective who doesn’t judge helps so much man.

thanks, but no.i appreciate you tried. but i have my reasons to know why it s my last hope and the only thing who can save me

 

[Deleted member 17174]

I have high test, i have a very muscular body, not about that

get it anyway.

 

[n0rthface]

Damn, this thread is a bunch of little edgelords. Listen man, if you think a girl is going to solve that then think again. You need to start loving yourself. That’s your problem. You have a lot of unresolved childhood trauma. My advice? See a therapist. My life isn’t nearly as challenging as yours yet I go once per month. Talking to someone objective who doesn’t judge helps so much man.

What childhood trauma do you have?

 

[GandyIsNormie]

From 0 to 10, how much do you consider yourself to be?

how tall are you?

 

[UnabomberJunior]

From 0 to 10, how much do you consider yourself to be?

how tall are you?

man it s not about that.. i m 174 cm and , a strong 6 from side and 5 front. I m average . I dont want hook ups or random girls , my stats doesn t matter for what i want to achieve.

 

[GandyIsNormie]

man it s not about that.. i m 174 cm and , a strong 6 from side and 5 front. I m average . I dont want hook ups or random girls , my stats doesn t matter for what i want to achieve.

bro you want a pure girl who really loves you, that's hard to find if I'm honest. The only thing I can think of is if you go to those mental health programs/meetings you might get that girl.

 

[GandyIsNormie]

@Ethereal

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

What’s your face psl OP

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@coldway @PURE ARYAN GENETICS @OldRooster @Biiyo03 @Schizoidcel @JayAscension @pretty boy @koalendo @ArvidGustavsson @Ronnie @koalendo @Lawton88 @BearBoy @jellyfish101 @UglyGod360 @jNu2 @ForeverRecession @Amexmaxx @Handsome Truecel @NodiN @StrangerDanger
@coldway @PURE ARYAN GENETICS @OldRooster @Biiyo03 @Schizoidcel @JayAscension @pretty boy @koalendo @ArvidGustavsson @Ronnie @koalendo @Lawton88 @BearBoy @jellyfish101 @UglyGod360 @jNu2 @ForeverRecession @Amexmaxx @Handsome Truecel @NodiN @StrangerDanger

 

[BearBoy]

Hanging out with friends can unironically make you feel happier and prouder about yourself, sounds cliche but it's true

It's much easier to make friends than it is to get a girlfriend, so I'd recommend you to try making friends first, then once you are already in some type of a social circle start looking for girls.

Tinder and IG ain't it if you're not a chad/chadlite, social circles are the only way to get a gf for normies and below. And focus on the MMA if you like it, also gym, which most people would say is cope without roids, but you're doing it for strength and self-esteem aswell rather than just for looks.

most people are now normies trust me man even friendship doesnt exist now, its all weird and retarded or even fake.

 

[BearBoy]

@Bitch Better to find someone who you can actually understand and chill with

 

[Deleted member 14323]

 

[StrangerDanger]

@coldway @PURE ARYAN GENETICS @OldRooster @Biiyo03 @Schizoidcel @JayAscension @pretty boy @koalendo @ArvidGustavsson @Ronnie @koalendo @Lawton88 @BearBoy @jellyfish101 @UglyGod360 @jNu2 @ForeverRecession @Amexmaxx @Handsome Truecel @NodiN @StrangerDanger
@coldway @PURE ARYAN GENETICS @OldRooster @Biiyo03 @Schizoidcel @JayAscension @pretty boy @koalendo @ArvidGustavsson @Ronnie @koalendo @Lawton88 @BearBoy @jellyfish101 @UglyGod360 @jNu2 @ForeverRecession @Amexmaxx @Handsome Truecel @NodiN @StrangerDanger

post face and we will get to the bottom of the problem

 

[JayAscension]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

 

[Deleted member 14160]

@StrangerDanger look at what your black pills did
Are you black op? You can just run bbc game if you’re into mma

 

[PURE ARYAN GENETICS]

it's over buddy boyo

 

[Ronnie]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

idk man go buy a scratch off and see if you hit it big. Then spend the money helping others in need. Btw didn’t read

 

[StrangerDanger]

@StrangerDanger look at what your black pills did

would OP have these problems if he looked like this

the answer is obviously no

 

[Alibaba69]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

First, the foid in the video is a literal tranny
Second you are low iq af
Third, must be the unfortunate bearer of bad news:
You will never "ascend" let alone get a gf. It is beyond over for you.
Looks won't save your subhuman brain

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@Mongrelcel @Blackmannnns @Yolosweg @AlexBrown84 @runescapeaddict1996 @M3R @bwrauycnee @YoungJohnnyDepp @SexuallyAbusive @curlyheadjames @ApolloAurius @Romeo1111 @UglyGod360 @bonesoverblood @Pansexual Goddess @PubertyMaxxer @Patient A @AlexBrown84 @Doublex2J @6ft4 @Bitchwhipper2 @eduardkoopman @HQNPmaxxing @terminus

 

[Harold O'brien]

stop being a weirdo obsessed with perfection + purity or whatever

just be nice to others and enjoy yourself

there is nothing more based than being dealt a shit hand in life and still being a good person

 

[Harold O'brien]

you need to face reality, you can't vomit react and run away from all your problems

 

[UnabomberJunior]

@isis_Bleach @qwertz @heightface @fogdart @russiancel @FastBananaCEO @IncelsBraincels @Almost Chadlite @rubybrrr @Kroker @Bandana @MoeZart @failedeyearea @EfilistTiBetan @kjsbdfiusdf @ropemax @Matthias8272 @istrafe2school @metagross @othersitedown @germanlooks @Adonis @TioJohn @homo_faber @Daenerys @Anchor_Ship @othersitedown

 

[Deleted member 5189]

 

[Deleted member 5189]

Will genuinely read later im too tired rn

 

[Paroxysm]

no girl is going to love you if you're a weirdo edgy loser who puts pussy on a pedestal

with that kind of attitude the most you will get is some BPD whore obsessed with elliot rodger and serial killers who's going to hurt you even more in the end

fucking lol man. get a grip

 

[Deleted member 13370]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

These responses to you are low iq tbh. I could relate to a lot of the stuff in there. Including the hating people and no girlfriend experience. However, I’m on meds which helps my hating everyone thing. I already let all my hate out one year of my life on other people when I was a mod in a friend owned discord server. I satisfied the urge by ruining the server despite not being the owner. There was too much nitro buying and simping and autism. It had to be burned. As for the gf I never have sleep and go to school sleepy. Am practically bipolar though not really diagnosed, just stems from a lot of my diet, habits etc. I only cope by watching zyzz and thinking about investing though I’m a lazy fuck and haven't done much.

 

[UnabomberJunior]

These responses to you are low iq tbh. I could relate to a lot of the stuff in there. Including the hating people and no girlfriend experience. However, I’m on meds which helps my hating everyone thing. I already let all my hate out one year of my life on other people when I was a mod in a friend owned discord server. I satisfied the urge by ruining the server despite not being the owner. There was too much nitro buying and simping and autism. It had to be burned. As for the gf I never have sleep and go to school sleepy. Am practically bipolar though not really diagnosed, just stems from a lot of my diet, habits etc. I only cope by watching zyzz and thinking about investing though I’m a lazy fuck and haven't done much.

I want my hate to be alive, if what i want will not be achieved this year, the hate need to be here to give me motivation to break everyone.

 

[Deleted member 16371]

Your Romanian

 

[Anchor_Ship]

im 17 i feel exactly the way u do just start injecting roids tbh

 

[Anchor_Ship]

knockout your bullies OP and then bone smash

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

at 19 it's not over imo but after 25 things will get exponentially worst, my advice to you is to build a social cirlce (friendmaxxing) and find girls that way. If you're skinny blast roids its your only shot bro

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

Over

 

[Deleted member 14138]

i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23


Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.

Don't show up to my house or it will be the worst mistake of your life. But yeah - I've been saying this for years. Women's standard have gotten so bad that it's to the point where only a handful of men on planet earth reproduce now. Most men will not even get the chance to have kids now.