SecularIslamist
Islamist jihadi and intersectional feminist
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Was walking towards my hotel. Out of nowhere two sand niggers started fighting over a traffic incident. It started with loud shouts and pushing then developed into full on fists.
The instant natural flex of my dumb sister was to ask me record it. Ngl I saw the value of it and did actually pull out my phone. But soon I realised this was not the West. People were actually going to help and broke them up. Suddenly I became the center of attention - the only person laughing, walking from side to side trying to get a piece of the action. As soon as the fight broke up both guys gave me a death stare looking at me like as if I'm so weirdo (I am - but that's another story). This was just pure entertainment for me, but to every other person there it was disorder and annoyance.
This incident made me realise I actually neither belong in the degenerate, individualistic west nor do I belong in cultures and societies which are more communitarian.
I grew up without a fixed identity and trapped between two different cultures. I say I hate the West but it's undeniable I'm a product of the West, but neither fit in the West nor the East. I'm too foreign everywhere I go, even back in curryland they call me the "Englander" in their native languages. Unlike ethnics in the US, Europeans lack a distinctive identity and constantly told to assimilate and be part of their disgusting, degenerate and soulless culture. The end result is to be pushed into some white washed ethnic Uncle Tom. But if you reject this, the flipside is to embrace the other culture which you can never do so fully anyway without being in that society . What else is there left to do? @Xangsane let's immigrate bhai. I don't want my children to grow up here - assuming I have children.
@Corleone @emeraldglass @KING REIDYZ
The instant natural flex of my dumb sister was to ask me record it. Ngl I saw the value of it and did actually pull out my phone. But soon I realised this was not the West. People were actually going to help and broke them up. Suddenly I became the center of attention - the only person laughing, walking from side to side trying to get a piece of the action. As soon as the fight broke up both guys gave me a death stare looking at me like as if I'm so weirdo (I am - but that's another story). This was just pure entertainment for me, but to every other person there it was disorder and annoyance.
This incident made me realise I actually neither belong in the degenerate, individualistic west nor do I belong in cultures and societies which are more communitarian.
I grew up without a fixed identity and trapped between two different cultures. I say I hate the West but it's undeniable I'm a product of the West, but neither fit in the West nor the East. I'm too foreign everywhere I go, even back in curryland they call me the "Englander" in their native languages. Unlike ethnics in the US, Europeans lack a distinctive identity and constantly told to assimilate and be part of their disgusting, degenerate and soulless culture. The end result is to be pushed into some white washed ethnic Uncle Tom. But if you reject this, the flipside is to embrace the other culture which you can never do so fully anyway without being in that society . What else is there left to do? @Xangsane let's immigrate bhai. I don't want my children to grow up here - assuming I have children.
@Corleone @emeraldglass @KING REIDYZ
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