Something is wrong with me

[nobodylovesme]

One whole year without talking to anyone outside my family

I'm honestly astonished I was in a relationship two years ago. I don't think I'm autistic or anything, I just have no idea what's going on.

I don't even feel like a human anymore, ngl. I'm not panicking or sad. I just... exist. What is this? It's kind of concerning, ngl. I shouldn't feel this calm given my situation. There's must be something wrong, but I have no idea what.