Sometimes I’m sick of my thoughts

[whotthehell]

when I start thinking about something and it just doesn’t match the energy, is absolutely non NT, there is no place for my thoughts to be used for socially, I’m outcasted, the only way for me is to pretend and act like a normal human being, I’m only a copy of others, my true self is always masked, only left for myself

 

[HeresJohnny]

Keep masking your true self otherwise you’ll will be like oh no I fucking went full autismo mode and now I gotta waste time until I can rebuild the semi NT structures I had

You mask because it’s a survival method