Somewhat hate women but not an Incel

[fakefag]

I’ve been in a few relationships before all cute but they were all braindead retarded who either failed miserably at school or were at an alternative one, I’m 5’7 120 and probably mtn but my appeal is high, I used to be really ugly but gladly just lost weight and coped until I was content.
I just hate getting invested in a foid and then they say something about myself that makes me feel absolute disgust towards them forever but I don’t hate all or wish harm.
Am I a fakecel? or just autist.