Sperged out in front of Italian HTB

[Whatever]

I’m in Ireland right now, the other night I was walking around Dublin and I’m not gonna tell the full story but it started with an Italian HTB trying to talk to me and ended with me sperging out on her and her asking if I’m ok and then I walked away.

I don’t have much control over what comes out of my mouth to begin with but I was also really exhausted and jet lagged. This was not the right time for me to get approached so of course I get approached. If she approached me any other time I might’ve held it down, ugh.

Because of my wagecuck lifestyle (I’m very literally a workcel) I get very few chances to talk to girls at all and traveling is one of them. But it’s so infrequent that I end up sperging out. 2nd time something like this has happened this year. In my early 20s I was NTmaxxing and somewhat passing but now I’m just a fucking mess and it’s over. Don’t let yourself end up like me guys, put yourself out there and make sure you can at least hold a conversation, there is no other alternative to this.

 

[cryptt]

dnrd

 

[delonisliterallyme]

dnr

 

[Whatever]

dnrd

Longest zoomer attention span.

 

[cryptt]

I’m in Ireland right now, the other night I was walking around Dublin and I’m not gonna tell the full story but it started with an Italian HTB trying to talk to me and ended with me sperging out on her and her asking if I’m ok and then I walked away.

I don’t have much control over what comes out of my mouth to begin with but I was also really exhausted and jet lagged. This was not the right time for me to get approached so of course I get approached. If she approached me any other time I might’ve held it down, ugh.

Because of my wagecuck lifestyle (I’m very literally a workcel) I get very few chances to talk to girls at all and traveling is one of them. But it’s so infrequent that I end up sperging out. 2nd time something like this has happened this year. In my early 20s I was NTmaxxing and somewhat passing but now I’m just a fucking mess and it’s over. Don’t let yourself end up like me guys, put yourself out there and make sure you can at least hold a conversation, there is no other alternative to this.

Damn bhai that's sad

 

[Always Stay You]

Wtf did bud say to make her ask if you're ok

 

[Whatever]

Wtf did bud say to make her ask if you're ok

It wasn’t so much what I said but how I said it, and the aspie stare and paranoid look on my face, I was awake for over 24 hours at the time. I get nervous and it’s like a timer is going off in my brain that makes me cut the conversation short. I hate this, especially because she was Italian and HTB I doubt I’ll get another chance like this for a long time so I’m probably gonna dwell on this for years.

 

[|Daddy_Zygos|]

I’m in Ireland right now, the other night I was walking around Dublin and I’m not gonna tell the full story but it started with an Italian HTB trying to talk to me and ended with me sperging out on her and her asking if I’m ok and then I walked away.

I don’t have much control over what comes out of my mouth to begin with but I was also really exhausted and jet lagged. This was not the right time for me to get approached so of course I get approached. If she approached me any other time I might’ve held it down, ugh.

Because of my wagecuck lifestyle (I’m very literally a workcel) I get very few chances to talk to girls at all and traveling is one of them. But it’s so infrequent that I end up sperging out. 2nd time something like this has happened this year. In my early 20s I was NTmaxxing and somewhat passing but now I’m just a fucking mess and it’s over. Don’t let yourself end up like me guys, put yourself out there and make sure you can at least hold a conversation, there is no other alternative to this.

just brutal

I don’t have much control over what comes out of my mouth to begin with but I was also really exhausted and jet lagged. This was not the right time for me to get approached so of course I get approached. If she approached me any other time I might’ve held it down, ugh.

should've just gave her your number or @

 

[Whatever]

just brutal

should've just gave her your number or @

Yup. Keep replaying it in my head, I got her @ and we DM and then she would’ve came with me out to Connemara, no bigger ropefuel than missed opportunities.

 

[|Daddy_Zygos|]

It wasn’t so much what I said but how I said it, and the aspie stare and paranoid look on my face, I was awake for over 24 hours at the time. I get nervous and it’s like a timer is going off in my brain that makes me cut the conversation short. I hate this, especially because she was Italian and HTB I doubt I’ll get another chance like this for a long time so I’m probably gonna dwell on this for years.

dont tell me you have the aspie .org stare (basically your eyes look dead inside)
physiognomy is soo important

Like a perfect example are offy doffies
Look how mclovin looks relaxed calmed and gives general good vibes you want to be with

and compare that with a school shooter

 

[Whatever]

dont tell me you have the aspie .org stare (basically your eyes look dead inside)
physiognomy is soo important
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Like a perfect example are offy doffies
Look how mclovin looks relaxed calmed and gives general good vibes you want to be with

and compare that with a school shooter

Yup, got aspie stare a little bit and also trouble controlling my voice. When I was around enough girls, like in college, I somewhat got a hold of it and had a few flings. But the thing is, for those of us who are non-NT, we can make major progress and then lose it from too much rotting, that’s what’s happened to me. So now I have probably a few more years before the age pill hits, I have got to get around attractive girls on a consistent and social basis again, I’ll upend my entire fucking life if I have to which I probably will.

 

[|Daddy_Zygos|]

Yup, got aspie stare a little bit and also trouble controlling my voice. When I was around enough girls, like in college, I somewhat got a hold of it and had a few flings. But the thing is, for those of us who are non-NT, we can make major progress and then lose it from too much rotting, that’s what’s happened to me. So now I have probably a few more years before the age pill hits, I have got to get around attractive girls on a consistent and social basis again, I’ll upend my entire fucking life if I have to which I probably will.

many such cases, social isolated lifestyle and its consequences

 

[Darkeningstar]

Similarly, I have not suffered a deterioration of my social skills due to isolation, but I cannot sustain the socialisation, which is a major impediment.