truelowtiernormie
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Sorry if this is comes off as bitching and insanely autistic but I need something/someone that isn’t fucking ChatGPT to say this too.
I fucking hate the system, I have to wear a social mask to talk to anyone and it’s the most debilitating thing in the world and no one around me fucking understands what it’s like. My friend group was watching a movie and I went into another room for unrelated reasons but I stayed in there because i was socially burnt out. But while staying in the room I still felt bad about not socializing since I heard them laughing and shit so it’s still keeping me burnt out. It’s a fucking horrible double negative I have to endure whenever I’m around others. It’s so brutal that because of ignorant bullying throughout childhood that it altered my fear response to be afraid of talking to people and that I will ALWAYS be like this
. Also if people read this, and if people tell me to NTMAXX or something similar, 1 it’s not fair that I have to do that in the first place when sociable CO’s exist and can just do it naturally and 2 no amount of natural NTMAXXING will work because if you fail in any social scenario (especially dating) you’ll immediately blame it on looks and being ND
(Am open to drugs that’ll make socializing easier)
I fucking hate the system, I have to wear a social mask to talk to anyone and it’s the most debilitating thing in the world and no one around me fucking understands what it’s like. My friend group was watching a movie and I went into another room for unrelated reasons but I stayed in there because i was socially burnt out. But while staying in the room I still felt bad about not socializing since I heard them laughing and shit so it’s still keeping me burnt out. It’s a fucking horrible double negative I have to endure whenever I’m around others. It’s so brutal that because of ignorant bullying throughout childhood that it altered my fear response to be afraid of talking to people and that I will ALWAYS be like this
. Also if people read this, and if people tell me to NTMAXX or something similar, 1 it’s not fair that I have to do that in the first place when sociable CO’s exist and can just do it naturally and 2 no amount of natural NTMAXXING will work because if you fail in any social scenario (especially dating) you’ll immediately blame it on looks and being ND(Am open to drugs that’ll make socializing easier)
