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Deleted member 23017
BWC Bull, Mogger of Niggers
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It's Christmas Eve. I received my final paychecque for this year. Now I have amassed 6K EUR give or take. My health is incredibly poor. I am short, I'm NW 2,5 with big forehead, nasty recessed jaws, zero cheekbones, absolute trash dead skin. Rest of the features are ok.
I am not rich. I am not good-looking; I am a goddamned subhuman. I am not human - at all. I don't look human in the eyes of women and normans have been eyeing me too and I'm pissed tf off. Stop staring at me you fucking faggot or else I'll unleash all these years of pent-up anger on your bitch ass, zero inhibition style.
I have been thinking about this all day long while my norman parents were like 'oh yay its x-mas, its so good, life's great yada yada yada':
Most of the odds are against me. I got some chronic incurable health issues on top of being fugly. My quality of life is absolute bottom-tier shit. I don't like life, I don't like breathing, my life for the last 9 years has been a never-ending vicious cycle that has just kept repeating itself over and over again. Do I want to live like this for 40 more years? Hell no. I want all of this to end. I don't like any of this. So if 3 years from now I still won't have ascended, I'll be gone for good.
Why do people not kill themselves due to their sad excuse of a life: wageslaving, not being rich, being ugly, not getting relationships & sex (for normie men)? How come these people don't come to the conclusion of: 'it's fucking over and this will never change till I die'? How can they be so oblivious to reality?
I am not rich. I am not good-looking; I am a goddamned subhuman. I am not human - at all. I don't look human in the eyes of women and normans have been eyeing me too and I'm pissed tf off. Stop staring at me you fucking faggot or else I'll unleash all these years of pent-up anger on your bitch ass, zero inhibition style.
I have been thinking about this all day long while my norman parents were like 'oh yay its x-mas, its so good, life's great yada yada yada':
Most of the odds are against me. I got some chronic incurable health issues on top of being fugly. My quality of life is absolute bottom-tier shit. I don't like life, I don't like breathing, my life for the last 9 years has been a never-ending vicious cycle that has just kept repeating itself over and over again. Do I want to live like this for 40 more years? Hell no. I want all of this to end. I don't like any of this. So if 3 years from now I still won't have ascended, I'll be gone for good.
Why do people not kill themselves due to their sad excuse of a life: wageslaving, not being rich, being ugly, not getting relationships & sex (for normie men)? How come these people don't come to the conclusion of: 'it's fucking over and this will never change till I die'? How can they be so oblivious to reality?