Starting new year depressed (last thread for a while)

[HOLYFUARK]

At 00:00 feeling completely disappointed and heart broken.
Honestly online reputation has no worth and will not make you happy , this year flashed right in front of me , i cant even recall more than a few key moments : vacations, the ukraine war, working out ... and the rest of time mostly wasted.

Although i started working already, i hereby want to promise myself this 2023 will be different .
And by different no i dont expect to become a slayer, i want to moneymaxx,studymaxx,looksmaxx,strengthmaxx, possibly even start judo so i can fightmaxx and socialize with normies .

To be fair i have nobody to say goodbye to because whether it s in real life or online i have always been alone , i am yet to figure out why i am so unlikeable .
So i want to say good luck to you , whoever you may be struggling in this instance of your life , struggle and struggle some more if you really yearn for another ending .

I am logging out as of right now, if i ever come back it s only for looksmax purposes or to update this thread , since i just promised myself .
Tomorrow im going to the nearest river for a cold plunge as a ritual to start the new year right, also because im imprisoned between 4 walls 24/7 so going a little in nature will do me good.

 

[JohnDoe]

I feel you, the year passed in the blink of an eye and i have nothing to show for it. Hearing the fireworks makes you feel like shit, while you are alone and everyone else is happy and making memories with others.
I am in the process of writing down every single thing i want to do next year, I will wake up early with alarm every day starting tomorrow and just work on every thing on my list.