Starting nofap again after relapsing. Day 1

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This is PRE-historic footage , this is PRE-redpill. I am not ugly, I am high inhib and me just jerking my dick off and sitting doing nothing about it is making it worse. I will drink here and there to fix my low inhibition. But I want to be a positive person people want to be around, I am so full of brainfog, defeatist , constantly.

You should do nofap for Looksmaxxing purposes too. If your not on nofap your not fucking looksmaxxing hard enough. Nofap causes less inflammation, which prevents bloat and bad skin conditions. It also causes positive knock on effects such as feeling more energy - more energy can lead to being less lazy and going out for walks, helping lower bloat, inflammation, and burn carbs and sugar.

After browsing on this forum for basically around a year now (this is a fresh account). I realized so much Gen Z fags are genually just soulless gooners, NPC , ai individuals, I can have moments if im not a high inhib fag to be an interesting person to be around.

People use the blackpill as a cover up for their imperfections, i tell myself in my head - muh might as well jerk my dick off cuz gl guys jerk their dick and it doesnt mean shit, looks matter way more. Yes this is true but it is still a net negative. Why do net negatives for your social and overall life unless ur a defeated sub 5 and nihlist.

Today is 7th, April. 7/04. I will not goon, I make this promise, if I do goon and relapse please whole forum clown on me till the day I die, I dont give a fuck. I am quitting this shit for good. Exactly 2 months from now, I will be in california. I can not afford to be a fucking gooner. I am quitting for good. Goodbye left hand, it was fun while it lasted.

I have looksmaxxed, came out better looking than ever. It is time to personalitymax and not fall behind and be a mindless fucking gooner. I am already ND, why would I make it worse for myself? Everytime I atleast put up a fight to this addiction and didnt roll over, I experienced better social interactions. Man was not made to stroke in his room. Incel or not, bitchless or not, man was made to explore, to feel shit.

I hope I can inspire you to join me.

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Post nut clarity, all this just to relapse in 2 days JFL
 
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To what did you lose the last time?
 
Yeah nofap will get u bitches in caljfornia

Over for ur incel gooner ass in Chadfornia
yeah bro some mexican mutts are not gonna mog me bro :lul::lul: who the fuck told u california is full of chads. its fucking not bro. my 5'11 arab friend slays so much bitches of every ethnicity there.
 
yeah bro some mexican mutts are not gonna mog me bro :lul::lul: who the fuck told u california is full of chads. its fucking not bro. my 5'11 arab friend slays so much bitches of every ethnicity there.
I live in beverly hills ik cali
 
I live in beverly hills ik cali
my friend is in san bernadino. Bro its fucking easy mode. Apperantly u live evrywhere. Advesk ur one troll fag never post again nigger
 
yeah bro some mexican mutts are not gonna mog me bro :lul::lul: who the fuck told u california is full of chads. its fucking not bro. my 5'11 arab friend slays so much bitches of every ethnicity there.
It ain't full of Chad, but you got to be Chad to get women.
 
nofap = cope
 
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my friend is in san bernadino. Bro its fucking easy mode. Apperantly u live evrywhere. Advesk ur one troll fag never post again nigger
I live in San bernadino its full of chads here
 
just cause you fail recently doesn't mean others won't.
exactly. Fuck this shit I went weeks not gooning, I keep getting close and have been on the verge of where I felt like I had kicked this addiction for good. I will quit this shit. There is no ifs buts or maybes, I will not goon again I am literally making it impossible to find porn right now by modifying my router, and putting restrictions.

Ill even make it so NSFW posts dont show up for me on org.
 
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nofap = cope
I was extremely addicted to porn since 2019, PMO at least once per day and for 1-2h sometimes even more

Saved me time and feel less foggy because I jerked in the morning and my day was a mess

My dick was also completely broken I had semi hard erections and my foreskin was itching , red and hurted due to excessive fap. Had death grip syndrome and no morning wood for 5+ years

Started no fap many times and failed

Finally for 5 months I started to do porn only once per week , and now managed to completely stopped 2 weeks ago

I don't expect no fap to give me super powers , just to get back my working dick that I had when I was 18-20
 
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exactly. Fuck this shit I went weeks not gooning, I keep getting close and have been on the verge of where I felt like I had kicked this addiction for good. I will quit this shit. There is no ifs buts or maybes, I will not goon again I am literally making it impossible to find porn right now by modifying my router, and putting restrictions.

Ill even make it so NSFW posts dont show up for me on org.
you can do it!!
 
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I was extremely addicted to porn since 2019, PMO at least once per day and for 1-2h sometimes even more

Saved me time and feel less foggy because I jerked in the morning and my day was a mess

My dick was also completely broken I had semi hard erections and my foreskin was itching , red and hurted due to excessive fap. Had death grip syndrome and no morning wood for 5+ years

Started no fap many times and failed

Finally for 5 months I started to do porn only once per week , and now managed to completely stopped 2 weeks ago

I don't expect no fap to give me super powers , just to get back my working dick that I had when I was 18-20
Yeah I have deathgrip too. Idk how im gonna slay latinas if my fucking dick doesnt even function, i have 2 months to fix this shit man fuck.

I noticably have more slurred speech, make less eye contact, and am genetically hit hard by nutting. I remember I would wake up in the middle of the night hearing my parents fuck. (they would rarely fuck maybe like once a month) and when they did my dad would just be on the couch sleeping in the morning passed the fuck out in a bathrobe

I expect positive knock on effects from no fap that will be like super powers. But not no fap itself only. I deserve to do better.
:lul::lul:
 
I was extremely addicted to porn since 2019, PMO at least once per day and for 1-2h sometimes even more

Saved me time and feel less foggy because I jerked in the morning and my day was a mess

My dick was also completely broken I had semi hard erections and my foreskin was itching , red and hurted due to excessive fap. Had death grip syndrome and no morning wood for 5+ years

Started no fap many times and failed

Finally for 5 months I started to do porn only once per week , and now managed to completely stopped 2 weeks ago

I don't expect no fap to give me super powers , just to get back my working dick that I had when I was 18-20
yeah bruh imagine i spend all that money going cali, doing ab unch of cool shit. And my dick doesnt even fucking function. I would rope. I relate to the semi hard shit so much man. Fuck why is this shit such a pain in the ass to kick. I noticably dont try new games or anything new when im fapping.

When im on nofap Im creative and think of shit to do. It absolutely fucking fries my dopamine. If my dopamine is seciated I just watch youtube and play the same fucking game doing a rince and repeat.
 
Yeah I have deathgrip too. Idk how im gonna slay latinas if my fucking dick doesnt even function, i have 2 months to fix this shit man fuck.

I noticably have more slurred speech, make less eye contact, and am genetically hit hard by nutting. I remember I would wake up in the middle of the night hearing my parents fuck. (they would rarely fuck maybe like once a month) and when they did my dad would just be on the couch sleeping in the morning passed the fuck out in a bathrobe

I expect positive knock on effects from no fap that will be like super powers. But not no fap itself only. I deserve to do better.
:lul::lul:
2 months is enough to get most of your dick back

6 to 12 months at most if giga addicted
 
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Lyeah bruh imagine i spend all that money going cali, doing ab unch of cool shit. And my dick doesnt even fucking function. I would rope. I relate to the semi hard shit so much man. Fuck why is this shit such a pain in the ass to kick. I noticably dont try new games or anything new when im fapping.

When im on nofap Im creative and think of shit to do. It absolutely fucking fries my dopamine. If my dopamine is seciated I just watch youtube and play the same fucking game doing a rince and repeat.
You need to find other copes not to fap

When I want to fap I either go for a walk, gymcelling, video games

Video games is a good cope as it force your mind to focus and I think I can easily get rid of fap needs
 
You need to find other copes not to fap

When I want to fap I either go for a walk, gymcelling, video games

Video games is a good cope as it force your mind to focus and I think I can easily get rid of fap needs
videogames are so fucking boring for me and my pc is dog shit either way. I do love walks tho i just came back from 2 hour walk i had airpods in on a nice sunny day today.

Might get back into gymcelling just to maximize blood flow cuz i dont be doing any thing that requires me to lift shit etc. or do any natural movements with my muscles.

What are some game recommendations.
 

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