
FiendFiend
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This is PRE-historic footage , this is PRE-redpill. I am not ugly, I am high inhib and me just jerking my dick off and sitting doing nothing about it is making it worse. I will drink here and there to fix my low inhibition. But I want to be a positive person people want to be around, I am so full of brainfog, defeatist , constantly.
You should do nofap for Looksmaxxing purposes too. If your not on nofap your not fucking looksmaxxing hard enough. Nofap causes less inflammation, which prevents bloat and bad skin conditions. It also causes positive knock on effects such as feeling more energy - more energy can lead to being less lazy and going out for walks, helping lower bloat, inflammation, and burn carbs and sugar.
After browsing on this forum for basically around a year now (this is a fresh account). I realized so much Gen Z fags are genually just soulless gooners, NPC , ai individuals, I can have moments if im not a high inhib fag to be an interesting person to be around.
People use the blackpill as a cover up for their imperfections, i tell myself in my head - muh might as well jerk my dick off cuz gl guys jerk their dick and it doesnt mean shit, looks matter way more. Yes this is true but it is still a net negative. Why do net negatives for your social and overall life unless ur a defeated sub 5 and nihlist.
Today is 7th, April. 7/04. I will not goon, I make this promise, if I do goon and relapse please whole forum clown on me till the day I die, I dont give a fuck. I am quitting this shit for good. Exactly 2 months from now, I will be in california. I can not afford to be a fucking gooner. I am quitting for good. Goodbye left hand, it was fun while it lasted.
I have looksmaxxed, came out better looking than ever. It is time to personalitymax and not fall behind and be a mindless fucking gooner. I am already ND, why would I make it worse for myself? Everytime I atleast put up a fight to this addiction and didnt roll over, I experienced better social interactions. Man was not made to stroke in his room. Incel or not, bitchless or not, man was made to explore, to feel shit.
I hope I can inspire you to join me.
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