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Went from borderline anorexia 135lbs to 230lbs in 2 years. Ngl being that big and strong and setting new PRs every week is satisfying, but the face dysmorphia catched up to me, I feel like a fucking trash bag when I look at my photos. I would assume I'm about 19-20% BF right now sitting at 225lbs, using US navy bodyfat calculator. Planning to cut down to around 200lbs in next 9-12 weeks and see what I have there, ultimate goal is to go sub10% if I see even remote hints of prominent bone structure.
At my best of about 185lbs 13-15% BF I was getting 2-3 matches per day with 4-6/10 looking girls and some occasional 7/10 bangers, but not for long time, given a small dating pool where I was at the time. And recently after I moved I started getting quite a few compliments from random girls/older women, but didn't really start dating life here. I'd guess that's a good sign and I shouldn't be posting here, but every time I look at my photos I see a fucking deformed sub5. That's probably true, and all the 'success' is concidering height (avg height in the country is 5'8-5'10), but still..
Photos:
- Here I am about 145lbs at 17 years old. The only photo I have before bloatmaxxing.
- These are peak bulk photos, I'm somewhere between 225 and 230 on all of them. Tried to collect all the angles I have, not the biggest fan of selfies lately for obvious reasons.
I'm 6'3, 19 years old
Biggest quesions are: Do you think I should get rid of face moles? Should I make my eyebrows' form more straight, and should I make them longer or is it enough length?
Except for cutting I want to try minoxidil+caster oil. Visit a professional to figure out a good skincare. Eat more nutrients. Grow out hair. And some dentist stuff.
In the long run I'm concidering rhino.
Any advice is aprecciated. Please don't laugh it's already hard for me as it is. No I am not joking about the dating part.
At my best of about 185lbs 13-15% BF I was getting 2-3 matches per day with 4-6/10 looking girls and some occasional 7/10 bangers, but not for long time, given a small dating pool where I was at the time. And recently after I moved I started getting quite a few compliments from random girls/older women, but didn't really start dating life here. I'd guess that's a good sign and I shouldn't be posting here, but every time I look at my photos I see a fucking deformed sub5. That's probably true, and all the 'success' is concidering height (avg height in the country is 5'8-5'10), but still..
Photos:
- Here I am about 145lbs at 17 years old. The only photo I have before bloatmaxxing.
- These are peak bulk photos, I'm somewhere between 225 and 230 on all of them. Tried to collect all the angles I have, not the biggest fan of selfies lately for obvious reasons.
I'm 6'3, 19 years old
Biggest quesions are: Do you think I should get rid of face moles? Should I make my eyebrows' form more straight, and should I make them longer or is it enough length?
Except for cutting I want to try minoxidil+caster oil. Visit a professional to figure out a good skincare. Eat more nutrients. Grow out hair. And some dentist stuff.
In the long run I'm concidering rhino.
Any advice is aprecciated. Please don't laugh it's already hard for me as it is. No I am not joking about the dating part.