Starting to hate life more

[hunnidrounds]

And be more of an asshole. It's just that I hate this shit. It's bogus AF. What has being a good person got me? Nowhere but stepped on and used.

 

[hunnidrounds]

I'm just torturing myself by pretending everything is hunky dory

 

[valentine]

kill kill kill kill kill

 

[hunnidrounds]

kill kill kill kill kill

I was at a group home and the worker there told me I seemed pissed off. And it's true, I am pissed off because I keep getting fucked over.

 

[MOWANA]

And be more of an asshole. It's just that I hate this shit. It's bogus AF. What has being a good person got me? Nowhere but stepped on and used.

It is never that deep bro just love life nothing matters

 

[chudjack1148]

being an asshole will only make it worse trust me

 

[neurosis]

good thread.

life is way too short to not be a selfish arrogant asshole and completely fuck everyone over in order to get your way

even more so if god fucked you over by giving you a bad hand

 

[hunnidrounds]

It is never that deep bro just love life nothing matters

I guess I shouldn't be too pissed. I mean I have free shelter, money coming in monthly, food, clothes, transportation.

 

[MOWANA]

I guess I shouldn't be too pissed. I mean I have free shelter, money coming in monthly, food, clothes, transportation.

Ye like seriously just live life go do some activities and make some friends

 

[hunnidrounds]

Ye like seriously just live life go do some activities and make some friends

Then again I don't know. Life isn't what it's cracked up to be and I cringe at the thought of trying to make friends. People are the reason I hate life cause I hate people. They are fake and phony and treat you like you are beneath them. Man fuck that I don't have time for that. Not even my brother was happy about life when he was getting recruited to play D1 Football. He yelled at my parents and said "Why did you have me?!" And, my Dad told me I was going to have a very, very bad life. I just feel like this shit is overrated especially when you have a mental illness and get the short end of the stick most of the time. I just hate this world with a passion.

 

[hunnidrounds]

I was getting bullied by my Dad up until I was 20 something years old. Like, motherfucker, if you didn't want to have to deal with your son being a fuck up why did you have kids? Especially a black kid. I didn't ask to be born and deal with all this shit.