Stim-fapped, watching porn, for 16 hours straight, new record.

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Using stims (hard-drugs) while at home alone. I end up listening to music, watching porn and masturbating, edging, never cumming. This lasted up to 16 hours, in which I keep watching new porn-videos, edging, snorting new drugs, listening to music. I keep on going and going and going and going. I never cum, but just keep on edging.

I enjoyed it, obviously, in the moment.
But afterwards I thought this was the most gigantic waste of time ever and not worth it at all. Edging for 16 hours straight, watching ~300 different porn-videos.

What the fuck man. It's complete degeneracy. Yet through the drugs, I am so interested in doing it and I keep on doing it in the moment. I lose my mind honestly. You have such insane interest in this porn-video, and the next, and the next, you keep on going and going and going. what the fuck.
Stim-fapping on mephedrone, man what the fuck. I can't do this kind of shit.

Never thought I would end up watching porn for 16 hours straight and edging, in my life ever. Yet now through my drugs-use and life-habits, I got into a situation where this happened.


I need to control my drugs-use to never allow this to happen ever again.

Drugs have a function in your life, especially when you have mental-struggles, but stim-fapping is something i need to avoid and prevent at all cost in the future.
 
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Using stims (hard-drugs) while at home alone. I end up listening to music, watching porn and masturbating, edging, never cumming. This lasted up to 16 hours, in which I keep watching new porn-videos, edging, snorting new drugs, listening to music. I keep on going and going and going and going. I never cum, but just keep on edging.

I enjoyed it, obviously, in the moment.
But afterwards I thought this was the most gigantic waste of time ever and not worth it at all. Edging for 16 hours straight, watching ~300 different porn-videos.

What the fuck man. It's complete degeneracy. Yet through the drugs, I am so interested in doing it and I keep on doing it in the moment. I lose my mind honestly. You have such insane interest in this porn-video, and the next, and the next, you keep on going and going and going. what the fuck.
Stim-fapping on mephedrone, man what the fuck. I can't do this kind of shit.

Never thought I would end up watching porn for 16 hours straight and edging, in my life ever. Yet now through my drugs-use and life-habits, I got into a situation where this happened.


I need to control my drugs-use to never allow this to happen ever again.

Drugs have a function in your life, especially when you have mental-struggles, but stim-fapping is something i need to avoid and prevent at all cost in the future.
Were you watching other men have sex? 🤨
 
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It's insane honestly.
Because all my life, whenever I have masturbated to porn, I find a video within 10 minutes, cum, and move on with my day.
Masturbating, watching porn, it has never taken any serious amount of time in my life. It's something you do very quick, get over with. Something which isn't a big part of your life at all.

Now with stim-fapping and watching porn for 16 hours straight on mephedrone, I finally understand what a 'gooner' is, a 'porn-addict'. This is it. This was me on mephedrone. What the fuck.

I can't be this person, I won't be this person.
 
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Porn addict is a new low for you

You’re a lion, cmon start acting like one
 
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Porn addict is a new low for you

You’re a lion, cmon start acting like one
yes it is, and yes I need to get a grip on my life.

I am sharing my low here, because this is one terrible consequence of my lifestyle and especially the use of stimulant hard-drugs, which is truly just degenerate and bad for you. But it has caused this situation.

I share my lows and I share my highs on this forum.

I will adjust my mindset based on what happened.
 
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Which drugs?
 
I have been well over 60 days of nofap I think, I have been edging almost everyday since I ever started a relapse may be coming soon
 
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