Storytime on how i got cheated on brutally.

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I used to edate back then as a joke and then i met this girl and at first i was just trolling/not taking it seriously but then i sort of snapped and actually started caring about her, we would call almost everyday and talk and id say i was getting attached alot, This was around 2021, (we dated for 3 years) I never thought i would've taken it so seriously. Around 1-2 years into the relationship weird shit would happen like she would have guys added knowing it would upset me, and then when i find out iwould obviously break out crying cause i actually cared about her, She would apologize muh muh saying that she won't do it again and then she did it AGAIN. I would keep forgiving her even tho it hurt me alot and made me lose trust but i loved her alot, (worst mistake ive made forgiving her) And then after a while she eventually stopped from what i know and seen so i thought i was good and i could "put it all behind" me and forget about it (big mistake you never forget about it) I didn't really know about looksmaxxing nor did i really care about my looks back then, all i wanted was a car cuz i like cars. Fast forward a bit it was all going good and i was somewhat happy with how it was, until she started distancing herself slowly, keep in mind she tried to breakup with me like 6 times and i didn't LET HER like a retard cause in that time her reason's were retarded (obv she was just tryna to leave me but she couldn't make up a good reason) I felt like she would regret it ETC so i always talked her to not do it, Fast forward a bit, we were still talking and stuff but she was cheating on me and doing hoe shit behind my back while still talking to me, some months later she starts distancing herself more from me, and shit just ruins me, i stop eating, drop to around 52kg (5'8) , i was angry all the time, she didn't text me for like 2 whole weeks and i was still texting her goodnight and goodmorning even tho she didn't text me back hoping for an answer, I vented to my friend and stuff and he told me "She got took man give it up" but i couldn't convince myself and believe him because i thought she only loved me (even after all that) because i honestly saw no flaw in myself, i bought her stuff, i treated her really nice, i did everything for her and i was loyal the entire time. (I THOUGHT THIS WAS ENOUGH) but no its all about looks, Then we start talking AGAIN. when i started questioning her and stuff, she would obviously gaslight me and i would still fall for it, One day im walking and i get a text from her close friend, And she just tells me everything how she cheated on me with 20 guys, She also showed me the guys and these niggas WERE RIPPED. I felt like my heart was gonna jump out my chest and i felt really overwhelmed, i was in the shower punching the fucking wall and shit because WHY would she do that if i did all of that for her? in conclusion it was about looks. Then shit goes wrong for her she tries to apologize and stuff and i try to forgive her and shit, We talk for 1-2 weeks and then i just tell her its over with. and then the next day she has another guy added. (She was prob talking to him that entire 1-2 weeks) Once your girl gets cracked or something like that happens, itll never leave ur brain and the relationship is over with. Should've done that before and i regret not doing it.


We all learn from mistakes and sadly its from the worst ones we learn from, Going thru that stuff ruined me but also forged me like never before.

Now i have a stacy gf, im making money and im on test getting the physique i want.
Everything gets better, You decide how your story changes you.