Nutsack2000
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mann.
I have so much homework I have to slave away at just for it to be utterly useless in the not so clear future of mine.
Im completely burnt when I get home as I have to pour all my concentration into school work so by the time I get home I just want to shut off my brain.
But I cant.
I have to continue working even when I arrive to the place I have to just relax.
The work of keeping my grades up to an acceptable level is bad enough.
Yet I have other things to do.
I want to have time for my own things.
And you would think that I do when I get home, but I just don’t.
I just get home and scroll.
By the time my brain is ready to work again, it’s already well past the time I should be resting.
So then I procrastinate, “should I use the rest of my time to mess around or should I waste the precious time I have just to work more?”
That never goes in the works favor, and I get my shitty 5 hours of rest and have to wake up tired and barely conscious throughout my school day.
I want do just do whatever, you know?
But then when I catch myself doing nothing, all I can do is get frustrated.
I’m a horrible son.
I’m not even putting up with nearly the same amount of work or stress others go through.
As I was writing this, I was asked to up to eat, and instead I just wanted to keep scrolling and not working.
The food was brought to me and I didn’t even move.
I feel horrible.
I don’t even want to eat it.
I’m so tired.
But dnr
I have so much homework I have to slave away at just for it to be utterly useless in the not so clear future of mine.
Im completely burnt when I get home as I have to pour all my concentration into school work so by the time I get home I just want to shut off my brain.
But I cant.
I have to continue working even when I arrive to the place I have to just relax.
The work of keeping my grades up to an acceptable level is bad enough.
Yet I have other things to do.
I want to have time for my own things.
And you would think that I do when I get home, but I just don’t.
I just get home and scroll.
By the time my brain is ready to work again, it’s already well past the time I should be resting.
So then I procrastinate, “should I use the rest of my time to mess around or should I waste the precious time I have just to work more?”
That never goes in the works favor, and I get my shitty 5 hours of rest and have to wake up tired and barely conscious throughout my school day.
I want do just do whatever, you know?
But then when I catch myself doing nothing, all I can do is get frustrated.
I’m a horrible son.
I’m not even putting up with nearly the same amount of work or stress others go through.
As I was writing this, I was asked to up to eat, and instead I just wanted to keep scrolling and not working.
The food was brought to me and I didn’t even move.
I feel horrible.
I don’t even want to eat it.
I’m so tired.
But dnr
