Struggling with leanmaxxing

[UnluckyOne]

I've gone on a good calorie deficit for around 2 weeks before but I always end up relapsing and eating garbage.

Used to eat 1 meal per day, got used to it and felt great until I came back home from college dorms for a long time and got used to eating 3 times again which resulted in me gaining back the weight.

I am skinnyfat and looking the most to lose facial fat and getting an eye surgery which may ascend me.

I envy skinny people so much. Some people are just destined to be low bf meanwhile i am almost always bloated.

 

[Sorrowandsuffering]

I've gone on a good calorie deficit for around 2 weeks before but I always end up relapsing and eating garbage.

Used to eat 1 meal per day, got used to it and felt great until I came back home from college dorms for a long time and got used to eating 3 times again which resulted in me gaining back the weight.

I am skinnyfat and looking the most to lose facial fat and getting an eye surgery which may ascend me.

I envy skinny people so much. Some people are just destined to be low bf meanwhile i am almost always bloated.

Just dont starve bro, ur gonna gain the wwight back even faster