stuck between a rock and a hard place

[Deleted member 17763]

Whenever I socialize with people it's only a matter of time till I say some weird aspie shit, I literally cannot help it I'm like a ticking time bomb of autism. So I isolate myself to avoid the embarrassment of being a cringlelord but then that fucks me up just as much if not even worse

Can't win

 

[Br0sk1]

The story of many of our lives here. When I have times when I'm the life of the party due to being hammered and low inhib, I know it's still inevitable that I'll say something that'll upset people if the night goes on too long.

 

[Deleted member 17763]

The story of many of our lives here. When I have times when I'm the life of the party due to being hammered and low inhib, I know it's still inevitable that I'll say something that'll upset people if the night goes on too long.

Literally every night out or partying with people. 1/10 goes great and it gives me massive hope but then the next 9 are a disaster

I fear the only reason I have friends is so I can provide them entertainment with my autism. Circus animal for them to point and laugh at

 

[Br0sk1]

Literally every night out or partying with people. 1/10 goes great and it gives me massive hope but then the next 9 are a disaster

I fear the only reason I have friends is so I can provide them entertainment with my autism. Circus animal for them to point and laugh at

Hey, if jestermaxxing can give you some success, it's still better than nothing IMHO.

I'm still not sure if I can go clubbing again where I live because of Corona-related restrictions. If I can, it's time to start trying again lmfao.

 

[Deleted member 17763]

Hey, if jestermaxxing can give you some success, it's still better than nothing IMHO.

I'm still not sure if I can go clubbing again where I live because of Corona-related restrictions. If I can, it's time to start trying again lmfao.

It can but I can't do it anymore man, now that I realize my place as a complete and utter clown. I'd rather just be alone or make friends with some other slightly aspie misfits with similar interests

Gl if you can, I have never been able to enjoy clubbing I get so uncomfortable just standing around and trying to dance like an awkward ass motherfucker lol. But the upshot is you can pull without saying a word

 

[Br0sk1]

It can but I can't do it anymore man, now that I realize my place as a complete and utter clown. I'd rather just be alone or make friends with some other slightly aspie misfits with similar interests

Gl if you can, I have never been able to enjoy clubbing I get so uncomfortable just standing around and trying to dance like an awkward ass motherfucker lol. But the upshot is you can pull without saying a word

I can dance fine if I've had enough to drink. I go very hard on the floor actually. I've never pulled from a nightclub though, even back when I was interested in ONS. Unless you wanna count my whale ex, whom I met at a nightclub in 2012 and ended up fucking 5 months after meeting there jfl.