NateJacobs
At the mercy of God, Jesus Christ
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I have mogged the fuck out of my friends who I thot were on my level to hell and back. I got the most attention from girls and it wasn’t even close. Yet today I went in a mirror maze with them and felt confident when seeing myself and then 30 secs later saw one of my failos and lost all confidence. Didn’t want to be there anymore and wanted to leave right away. I still hate the man in the mirror just as much as I did when I was getting 0 female attention. Even if I successfully got a Stacy I feel like I’d still be like this until I fix my issues. I have nothing in my life to base confidence off of besides my looks and I am never good looking enough to loook in the mirror and not hate the reflection. Even when I ascend what happens at 35 when I’m no longer as gl? I need something to base confidence on that isn’t fleeting like looks or else I’ll rope or go insane.