foidlessbum
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I don't really like doin these type of post because in the end nobody here or outside this for cares
But either way i decided to do it
Maybe kms its not a bad idea after all
I save years of sufferin, insults and hatred by just dyin at a young age
And it's not even like im depressed or really suicidal
I just have suicide as a normal and usual thing in my mind
Almost like an option that lingers in the barracks of my thoughts
Sadly, it doesn't matter of how much psychological help i get, this will always live inside on me
If i live past 18-20, it will be a surprise for me
With all these methods and shit i will surely just end it all and hope to reincarnate
But at the end of the day nothin matter
We all gon die one die, and maybe my day is gettin closer than expected
But either way i decided to do it
Maybe kms its not a bad idea after all
I save years of sufferin, insults and hatred by just dyin at a young age
And it's not even like im depressed or really suicidal
I just have suicide as a normal and usual thing in my mind
Almost like an option that lingers in the barracks of my thoughts
Sadly, it doesn't matter of how much psychological help i get, this will always live inside on me
If i live past 18-20, it will be a surprise for me
With all these methods and shit i will surely just end it all and hope to reincarnate
But at the end of the day nothin matter
We all gon die one die, and maybe my day is gettin closer than expected