afkaik
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I saw an image 6 minutes ago which has ruined my entire week. The most beautiful tomboy you could ever imagine. For my taste, she's even better looking (with makeup) than gio scotti. Imagine elias de poot if he was a woman, had softer eyes, mandible, short boy-ish hair, same skull shape, hollow cheeks. Fox eyes. My bp friend rated her low tier stacy-stacylite. I cant post because people will find this account saying the most horrible things.
The sheer sight of her beauty destroyed all the things i say to myself to keep myself sane. Some hmtn-htn gets to be with this utterly beautiful human being. Genuinely otherworldly beauty. While i get raped from drinking (1) glass of milk, am a manlet, am recessed, am subhuman, and have criminalistic tendencies (in the subhuman sense). This girl will go on to be a model if she runs out of money. Maybe she'll study arts as she has now graduated and i will never see this face in person.
No amount of money will ever fix this. My intelligence will never fix this, ive experienced the highs of the spiritual realm, and i think nothing will ever be as satisfactory as being born onto these conditions. For if i had been this way, i never wouldve thought once about taking my life. But here i am, rotting on an Estonian Metrosexual forum. While my peers go to parties, socialize, make relationships and core memories. Even people as ugly as i am right now live better lives simply because their mind isnt rotten from years of lurking .org, .is, and getting rejected left and right by foids who told me to kms, not once, not twice, repeated times.
My resolve is stronger than ever before. I will ascend, and OD. That or do some wild shit then blow my shit smooth off. Ill study buddhism just so i can reincarnate into this life i so much desired. Why did i have to be born this lifetime, with these drives and desires and complexes, i wonder.
had to delay upping the dose like a pussy because im scared of acne fulminans so i cant just cope by sticking 10 syringes in my ass.
The sheer sight of her beauty destroyed all the things i say to myself to keep myself sane. Some hmtn-htn gets to be with this utterly beautiful human being. Genuinely otherworldly beauty. While i get raped from drinking (1) glass of milk, am a manlet, am recessed, am subhuman, and have criminalistic tendencies (in the subhuman sense). This girl will go on to be a model if she runs out of money. Maybe she'll study arts as she has now graduated and i will never see this face in person.
No amount of money will ever fix this. My intelligence will never fix this, ive experienced the highs of the spiritual realm, and i think nothing will ever be as satisfactory as being born onto these conditions. For if i had been this way, i never wouldve thought once about taking my life. But here i am, rotting on an Estonian Metrosexual forum. While my peers go to parties, socialize, make relationships and core memories. Even people as ugly as i am right now live better lives simply because their mind isnt rotten from years of lurking .org, .is, and getting rejected left and right by foids who told me to kms, not once, not twice, repeated times.
My resolve is stronger than ever before. I will ascend, and OD. That or do some wild shit then blow my shit smooth off. Ill study buddhism just so i can reincarnate into this life i so much desired. Why did i have to be born this lifetime, with these drives and desires and complexes, i wonder.
had to delay upping the dose like a pussy because im scared of acne fulminans so i cant just cope by sticking 10 syringes in my ass.
