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Today was my first day of high school in Sweden and it went fucking horrible. My skin is terrible, even though I have a skincare care routine with tretinoin. We went to our classroom together with my new class, and I swear to god I was the shortest guy there. I was getting height mogged by fucking everyone, at least 4 people were 190 cm and above.
When it came to making friends and connections, I might as well join have tried. I tried talking to people during introductions, but didn't connect with anyone. When it came to eating lunch, I asked if I could sit at a table with some of my classmates. They hesitated, so I knew at that point they didn't want me sitting with them. I sat at a table alone with another guy in my class, then after talking for a bit he just left without saying anything, leaving me alone at the table. I was the only one sitting alone in the entire cafeteria. Literally everyone else in my class sat in full tables.
After sitting alone for a bit, a girl who is in her second year of high school sat with me. She's one of the ambassadors sorta, shes studying the same thing. It felt so fucking embarrassing, cause I knew she was only doing it cause she felt bad for me. She tried her best, and im grateful, but it felt so damn pitiful. The day ended with me not having made any new friends and now im home writing this. Sorry if its super long, just wanted to vent. Its so hard man.
When it came to making friends and connections, I might as well join have tried. I tried talking to people during introductions, but didn't connect with anyone. When it came to eating lunch, I asked if I could sit at a table with some of my classmates. They hesitated, so I knew at that point they didn't want me sitting with them. I sat at a table alone with another guy in my class, then after talking for a bit he just left without saying anything, leaving me alone at the table. I was the only one sitting alone in the entire cafeteria. Literally everyone else in my class sat in full tables.
After sitting alone for a bit, a girl who is in her second year of high school sat with me. She's one of the ambassadors sorta, shes studying the same thing. It felt so fucking embarrassing, cause I knew she was only doing it cause she felt bad for me. She tried her best, and im grateful, but it felt so damn pitiful. The day ended with me not having made any new friends and now im home writing this. Sorry if its super long, just wanted to vent. Its so hard man.