Tbh, can’t picture myself ever being with a female

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Just can’t see that happening. I can’t see a female ever loveing me. I am intellectually mature but I feel I think in childish ways. I am very obsessive with anti-ageing and neglect devoteing thought to other areas of life. My personality is effectively unloveable, I am creepy in nature and have evil thoughts. I am emotionally unstable at times, yet I have anhedonia and can’t feel joy. I also have low sex drive and delayed ejaculation. I am antisocial and cower from normies. I have a very atypical lifestyle and there’s many things I will not do. I am paranoid at times, very serious, afraid of being close to people, and secretive. I am also a manlet and have a low body weight.

I’ve just accepted my celibacy whether I like it or not, I will have to live with it. Not gonna rope over this, still gonna looksmax. At least if I’m physically attractive I can feel better about myself once females start to show interest in me.
 
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but your soo self aware to the point you know exactly what your doing wrong and can easily fake your personality,just mask your emotions settle for a straight up ugly whale at first use it as practice and move onto the next
 
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Do you sometimes wish you were full white?
 
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but your soo self aware to the point you know exactly what your doing wrong and can easily fake your personality,just mask your emotions settle for a straight up ugly whale at first use it as practice and move onto the next
Yes, and I do fake that. Everyone thinks I’m pretty normal and they have no clue what I’m thinking. I don’t show emotions when I feel them.

I’m not gonna bother with females. I’m cursed so that I’ll bring nothing good for me. Since this means I can’t reproduce, just more of a reason to work on cureing ageing so I don’t have my genetic line die out.

I’ll be a lonely man for the rest of my life.
Kinda brutal when I think about it so I’ll try not to think about it

Last night I had a dream that there was this girl she was younger than me by a couple years and we were playing together and she kissed me

This is brutal because it makes me sad. I’ll just try to be less emotional, like men must to succeed in this world.
 
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Do you sometimes wish you were full white?
No, because it would feel strange as white is not my identity. I just feel uncomfortable when I think of myself as ethnic. I don’t like to think of myself as human, it reminds me that I’m mortal and a dirty ape. I only feel good when I think of myself as a godly being.
 
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No, because it would feel strange as white is not my identity. I just feel uncomfortable when I think of myself as ethnic. I don’t like to think of myself as human, it reminds me that I’m mortal and a dirty ape. I only feel good when I think of myself as a godly being.
Ask your brother for help
 
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Ask your brother for help
Me and my brothers are not close at all. We never talk they seem to be uncomfortable around me as I am around them.
 
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Can u post a picture of yourself to see if you're really ugly?
 
Me and my brothers are not close at all. We never talk they seem to be uncomfortable around me as I am around them.
Your father?
 
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too much effort just to fuck a narcy ltb nowdays
 
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too much effort just to fuck a narcy ltb nowdays
I will not join these promiscuous degenerates who spread parasites from their filthy desires.

People gross me out unless she’s very pretty and young.

I’d have a better experience masturbating to a fantasy than exposeing myself to some dirty ugly landwhale.

But to me, sex is not important but love. True love is beautiful yet infeasible.
 
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Open up to him about your struggles with women, he'll probably help you
I’ve tried, he just talked about being more social (easier said than done) and gymmaxxing (cope and healthmin)
 
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I will not join these promiscuous degenerates who spread parasites from their filthy desires.

People gross me out unless she’s very pretty and young.

I’d have a better experience masturbating to a fantasy than exposeing myself to some dirty ugly landwhale.

But to me, sex is not important but love. True love is beautiful yet infeasible.
based tbh im doing the same, im just focusing on moneymaxx now
 
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I never said I was ugly, but anyway I’m not attractive physically. But the main point of this post was how my personality is not compatible with females.
Come on man, the 99% of the posts in this forum are about how looks matter the most, and you come up with that.
 
based tbh im doing the same, im just focusing on moneymaxx now
Based, lack of money is such an inconvenience, and it limits your capabilities to a large degree. I hate wageslaveing though, of course I should continue it until I get a better source of income.
 
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Come on man, the 99% of the posts in this forum are about how looks matter the most, and you come up with that.
Read the post. You don’t comprehend my mental struggles. I really am quite atypical, like it’s not possible for me to be with a female. Looks matter the most for attracting women don’t guarantee you haveing a good relationship. My looks are poor, anyway. But at least I will eventually fix my looks.
 
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Read the post. You don’t comprehend my mental struggles. I really am quite atypical, like it’s not possible for me to be with a female. Looks matter the most for attracting women don’t guarantee you haveing a good relationship. My looks are poor, anyway. But at least I will eventually fix my looks.
Ok, you should stop trying to be in a relationship.
First try to get laid (you don't need to get a girlfriend nowadays to fuck), that will help
 
Ok, you should stop trying to be in a relationship.
First try to get laid (you don't need to get a girlfriend nowadays to fuck), that will help
You don’t understand. I don’t want to participate in this degenerate culture. The downfall of society. I want what I want (love) and if that is forbidden so be it.
 
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Yes, and I do fake that. Everyone thinks I’m pretty normal and they have no clue what I’m thinking. I don’t show emotions when I feel them.

I’m not gonna bother with females. I’m cursed so that I’ll bring nothing good for me. Since this means I can’t reproduce, just more of a reason to work on cureing ageing so I don’t have my genetic line die out.

I’ll be a lonely man for the rest of my life.
Kinda brutal when I think about it so I’ll try not to think about it

Last night I had a dream that there was this girl she was younger than me by a couple years and we were playing together and she kissed me

This is brutal because it makes me sad. I’ll just try to be less emotional, like men must to succeed in this world.
escortmaxx until u ascend looks wise
 

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