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When I was 15, I was dating this girl. She might not have been what people would call a “Stacy,” but to me, she was perfect her personality made her shine. I was 6'1, a LTN, and maybe she loved me with all her heart
The first time we kissed, I saw her eyes light up she smiled with so much love. That was the best thing I ever experienced. She genuinely cared. She’d stay up all night just to text me, always asking how I was doing, always there. I still miss her to this day. It’s been a year and three months.
I loved her smile, and the way she looked at me I knew it was real love. But I messed it all up. I ghosted her, thinking I needed time to “improve myself.” Looking back, that was the dumbest decision I ever made.
Here I am, a year and three months later, writing this on a forum, thinking how I could’ve still been with her but I ruined it. I got her back three times and still messed up. I was a stupid 15–16 year old who didn’t know what he had.
I don’t think I’ll ever experience that kind of love again. She probably hates me now. I saw her about five months ago she looked at me with the same eyes, surprised, maybe because I’ve “ascended” since then. But she still remembers me.
She hasn’t even removed me from her socials to this day. I haven’t messaged her because I saw her with her new boyfriend… and honestly, she deserves the best.
So yeah don’t mess up like I did. If you’ve got something real, hold onto it.
Right now, it feels like it’s over for me.
The first time we kissed, I saw her eyes light up she smiled with so much love. That was the best thing I ever experienced. She genuinely cared. She’d stay up all night just to text me, always asking how I was doing, always there. I still miss her to this day. It’s been a year and three months.
I loved her smile, and the way she looked at me I knew it was real love. But I messed it all up. I ghosted her, thinking I needed time to “improve myself.” Looking back, that was the dumbest decision I ever made.
Here I am, a year and three months later, writing this on a forum, thinking how I could’ve still been with her but I ruined it. I got her back three times and still messed up. I was a stupid 15–16 year old who didn’t know what he had.
I don’t think I’ll ever experience that kind of love again. She probably hates me now. I saw her about five months ago she looked at me with the same eyes, surprised, maybe because I’ve “ascended” since then. But she still remembers me.
She hasn’t even removed me from her socials to this day. I haven’t messaged her because I saw her with her new boyfriend… and honestly, she deserves the best.
So yeah don’t mess up like I did. If you’ve got something real, hold onto it.
Right now, it feels like it’s over for me.
