Terrible looksmaxing doctor's appointment

[spirili]

Dude this is so fucking annoying. Since when is it common practice to have nurses stay in the room during a doctor appointment the whole time? This has happened too many times to me. I'll be at a doctor's office to treat an embarrassing problem and it becomes super awkward and demeaning when the cute, ntmaxxed, 22 yr old nurse asks me about my stupid medical history and why I'm seeing the doctor. Then she stays in the room while the dr questions me.

E.g. This happened yesterday when I went to my dermatologist to looksmax for better skin and hair. I'm a leanmaxxed HTN so the slim blond becky acted so bubbly and friendly when she greeted me. Then she started asking about various skin conditions I've had. I was thinking why tf am I here having to explain my subhuman genes to this girl who's probably never had to deal with any of the shit I've gone through. My life is a joke.

"So how's your hair loss going?" she asked me. (I have a full head of hair but need fin to keep it). I almost tried to deny it and say that it shouldn't be in my records, but figured it would be an obvious lie. She knew I had subhuman balding genes. Over.

Then the doctor came in, and I had all these aspie questions prepared about fixing my skin issues, but I suddenly didn't want to ask them. My voice gave away how flustered and awkward I felt because of talking about this stuff in front of a girl. I couldn't hide my abused-dog mentality.

The doctor left at the end, and the nurse stayed to go over my prescriptions and I noticed a change. Though she still sounded cheery and friendly, there was a deadening of her eyes when she looked at me - a dull expression that signaled to me that I had just nuked any attraction she initially might've had towards me. I was crushed.

When I went to the front desk to make a follow-up appointment, I had to talk to another girl who NTmogged me to the shadow realm. She looked at me like I was a weirdo as I awkwardly stammered through some questions about my insurance while barely maintaining eye contact. I was so defeated by this whole experience that I just wanted to go home. She ended the interaction by saying "you're good to go!" and gave me a thumbs up. I hate it when hyper-nt people act like "uh, lol don't be nervous" cuz they don't understand what it's like to be trapped in an autist's mind.

@Amnesia how do you deal with awkward looksmaxing questions in front of nurses? You must've faced this during your surgeries. Or is it different because you're chad

 

[persuss]

Dude this is so fucking annoying. Since when is it common practice to have nurses stay in the room during a doctor appointment the whole time? This has happened too many times to me. I'll be at a doctor's office to treat an embarrassing problem and it becomes super awkward and demeaning when the cute, ntmaxxed, 22 yr old nurse asks me about my stupid medical history and why I'm seeing the doctor. Then she stays in the room while the dr questions me.

E.g. This happened yesterday when I went to my dermatologist to looksmax for better skin and hair. I'm a leanmaxxed HTN so the slim blond becky acted so bubbly and friendly when she greeted me. Then she started asking about various skin conditions I've had. I was thinking why tf am I here having to explain my subhuman genes to this girl who's probably never had to deal with any of the shit I've gone through. My life is a joke.

"So how's your hair loss going?" she asked me. (I have a full head of hair but need fin to keep it). I almost tried to deny it and say that it shouldn't be in my records, but figured it would be an obvious lie. She knew I had subhuman balding genes. Over.

Then the doctor came in, and I had all these aspie questions prepared about fixing my skin issues, but I suddenly didn't want to ask them. My voice gave away how flustered and awkward I felt because of talking about this stuff in front of a girl. I couldn't hide my abused-dog mentality.

The doctor left at the end, and the nurse stayed to go over my prescriptions and I noticed a change. Though she still sounded cheery and friendly, there was a deadening of her eyes when she looked at me - a dull expression that signaled to me that I had just nuked any attraction she initially might've had towards me. I was crushed.

When I went to the front desk to make a follow-up appointment, I had to talk to another girl who NTmogged me to the shadow realm. She looked at me like I was a weirdo as I awkwardly stammered through some questions about my insurance while barely maintaining eye contact. I was so defeated by this whole experience that I just wanted to go home. She ended the interaction by saying "you're good to go!" and gave me a thumbs up. I hate it when hyper-nt people act like "uh, lol don't be nervous" cuz they don't understand what it's like to be trapped in an autist's mind.

@Amnesia how do you deal with awkward looksmaxing questions in front of nurses? You must've faced this during your surgeries. Or is it different because you're chad

it's their job anyways they don't give af, you're thinking too much

 

[Amnesia]

So it’s actually really interesting that the only places I’ve ever gotten a full-blown anxiety attack or doctors offices or even just their waiting rooms. When I went to dr Taban it happened so that when he actually saw me, I was super flustered and not organized with all of my autistic questions. It’s not the nurses or any cute girls that trigger it. I actually don’t even know really what triggers it.

In any situations like that, though, you just don’t care about the women. Obviously you have no chance with them. If you’re going into a doctor to talk about improving your looks you have to be very serious because this is your looks. You could ask if the nurse could wait outside for a minute if it really does distract you.

Ferg example right now there’s a cute girl that works in the office of the spa that I go to to get my beard lasered off and I just act like she doesn’t exist. Because there’s no chance I’m gonna flirt with her in a situation where I will be walking out with my face all swollen up after a laser session.


Also whats wrong with ur skin

 

[spectrumaesthetics2]

So it’s actually really interesting that the only places I’ve ever gotten a full-blown anxiety attack or doctors offices or even just their waiting rooms. When I went to dr Taban it happened so that when he actually saw me, I was super flustered and not organized with all of my autistic questions. It’s not the nurses or any cute girls that trigger it. I actually don’t even know really what triggers it.

In any situations like that, though, you just don’t care about the women. Obviously you have no chance with them. If you’re going into a doctor to talk about improving your looks you have to be very serious because this is your looks. You could ask if the nurse could wait outside for a minute if it really does distract you.

Ferg example right now there’s a cute girl that works in the office of the spa that I go to to get my beard lasered off and I just act like she doesn’t exist. Because there’s no chance I’m gonna flirt with her in a situation where I will be walking out with my face all swollen up after a laser session.


Also whats wrong with ur skin

Yes- showing them your pics, morphs, notes etc and wanting to make sure it’s all right, can be stressful / YES there’s at least 1 stacylite-ish where I get lasered. Not auspicious when you leave red faced. Tbh if ik it’s my last appt I think I’ll need to ask for number even tho it’s in front of the other pretty desk girls

 

[Bananaenjoyer]

Dis genuinely the realist shit ever the other day I had to ask my orthodontist about palate expansion Thanks for being a real one bro

 

[spirili]

So it’s actually really interesting that the only places I’ve ever gotten a full-blown anxiety attack or doctors offices or even just their waiting rooms. When I went to dr Taban it happened so that when he actually saw me, I was super flustered and not organized with all of my autistic questions. It’s not the nurses or any cute girls that trigger it. I actually don’t even know really what triggers it.

In any situations like that, though, you just don’t care about the women. Obviously you have no chance with them. If you’re going into a doctor to talk about improving your looks you have to be very serious because this is your looks. You could ask if the nurse could wait outside for a minute if it really does distract you.

Ferg example right now there’s a cute girl that works in the office of the spa that I go to to get my beard lasered off and I just act like she doesn’t exist. Because there’s no chance I’m gonna flirt with her in a situation where I will be walking out with my face all swollen up after a laser session.


Also whats wrong with ur skin

I also suddenly get disorganized when the doctor walks in the room and even forget to ask some important questions. I think it's because the facade of "I'm masculine, Idgaf about anything" crumbles and it's embarrassing to openly discuss my flaws. Suddenly my questions seem way too autistic when spoken out loud.

It's even worse when these old, bald, pot-bellied doctors don't think I have any problems and they say "you look normal." I have to try to convince them that their boomer worldview is obsolete and that I need to look significantly above average at least. One hair transplant surgeon (I was trying to lower my hairline) said "We'll give you a nice mature hairline that'll look good when you're old" JFL. Or "Fin/min will keep your hair until you're 50, then you won't care anymore, like me" which really triggered me.

Like you said, I know I don't have a chance with these nurses. But I just think it's demeaning that I have to admit my genetic flaws to girls who have lived happier, wealthier (daddy's money & simps), and more social lives than I did. I know they judge me as inferior when I answer these medical questions. Judging by the way they look and talk, I know they don't know pain like I do.

Also whats wrong with ur skin

I have rosacea on my cheeks that flares up every few weeks. Considering my healthy diet and lifestyle, it's absurd that I still have this problem at my age.